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" Even though u have been gone for less than a day, im alreadi missing u soo much..
Nobody will ever know how much i realli feel for u..
I'll miss the times when i fell asleep next to u...
The times i'll fall asleep with my head on top of u....
I love the way of how u were always there for me...when i had to study late...
There was sooo much we shared through these 14+years!!!
Im soo sad that it has to end this way...
I wish tt SOB who got u now treats u GOOD!! she better..
I feel sooo lost without u now..I know i'll move on...
You alreadi have...But im still gonna say tt...







I MISS YOU STUDY TABLE!!!!


(*what were u thinking?!?! hehhe...but sad fact is tt my table is realli gone...didnt even see the person who bought it..ohh,for those who are wondering y would anyone wanna buy a study table..it's not a study table la..it's a dinning table which i use part of it for studying..so i guess u can imagine how big tt is..but cos we're getting a smaller newer one for the new house,this gotta go...hiazz...using a cardboard box as a table now..aint i pitiful!??!?! *cryz* )

yet again..

With sch reopening (*wonders aloud:was there EVEN a holiday??) soon, i did some recapping as usual. Within the last month +, i've learnt sooo much. In terms of techniques required in the project..independence..more abt my lab partner,jo(*winks)..aiming for perfection in music playing..hahha..alot la.. recalling that last year during this time, i was spending my time on:
1)NBA!! (woohoo..miss those times..Tony Parker!! *drools )
2)slam dunk
3)sleeping
4)dreaming of him(haha..tt time i was sooo crazy over him..hahha..if im not wrong,ard this time last yr we had a game together.. :) those were the days..BUT some memories are better remembered as memories..if u get wad i mean :p )
5)more sleeping
6)going for band
7)SLACK!!(something i haven been able to do much since like the start of this year?!??! darn~!! )

so as u can see, last yr was pretty much slacking slacking..basketball watching..sleeping..ya,u get the idea. But this yr is totally different..Most of it anyway..this time around it's :

1)FYP
2)FYP
3)FYP
4)Band
5)rushing up band related stuff
6)FYP!!(hahha..jus wanna emphasize how much time tt took up! )
7)meeting up with friends (jus so they wouldnt forget me forever cos im always busy.)
8)band
9)catching up with watever amt of sleep i can get
10)FYP
11)band (this took up 3 of my nights every week)

yeah..the list goes on pretty much the same. Not complaining..jus finding life a little meaningless n routine. But lucky for the little distractions here n there, things are not so bad. Just wait till next monday. think im going to die of exhaustion!! Band is still gonna take place on Monday and Wednesday nights and Saturdays. For mon and wed, i start at EIGHT AM!! so it's a 8am-10pm day for me!! wooohooo ..*cheers* *faints from 'over-excitment' *

haiz...not to mention im shifting house soon...and tt's gonna take place like next month too!!! heard it may fall on the SAME day as the PnC concert!!!arghh...im soooo dead..(*finally understands the recent growth sprut of white hairs )

WARnING notE

here's something i got in the mail..haven realli went to verify how true this is..but here it is. Just in case ya..read n remember. NOTE: this may not be true BUT it doesnt hurt to follow rite..

" Taking Pills with Warm Water is Dangerous... Most people when they're suffering from flu commonly consume Capsulated tablets with warm water, not knowing whether the pill would safely reach the stomach. This could be serious and perhaps you should consider proper ways of swallowing pills. Doctors Advice: *Pills can be taken singly by using cold water. After swallowing, a person should drink a lot more water. * Take your pills 30 minutes before you go to bed, don't go straight to bed immediately after taking pills. Incident: One day a guy took
some antibiotics and for not drinking enough water to flush it straight down to the stomach, the pill was lodged on the food tract and caused an inflammation.
For six days he could only take cold milk and water-soluble food and was hospitalized for five days. The Doctor warned that should it get any worse, an ulcer in the intestine may result. So please exercise caution. When taking medicine in pill or capsule form: * DO NOT use warm or hot water / fruit juice / all kinds of sweet drinks to wash down the medicine. *
The right way is to down it with cold water. If you feel discomfort in the throat after taking a pill, drink lots of water or cold milk. Stand or sit straight when you take your pill and do not lie immediately."

Hope tt was some enlightenment for u..If u alreadi know abt it den hhaha..u wasted yr time!!hahha...if not read n remember! :p

me n 'caution'-man 

^_^

this HAS to be one of the more busy weeks this year!! surviving on very little sleep..come to tink of it, im now trying to stay awake on 4+hrs of sleep!! *starts to zone out* it's been band band band after hrs n hrs of project! interesting life im having eh~! hehe.. this is one crazy week la!been happy, been sad, been angry! n of cos..VERY tired~!haha..wonder how many of my enteries are abt me being tired?hehe..think it's like 75% of them! haha..either im making the fullest out of my hours..or im jus freaking busy! anyway, between all the crazy hours of experiments,i managed to take a stupid pic! haha..'nice yellow man' hehe..

*ponders..exactly who was my angel for tt 'angel n mortal' game ah?? if anyone knows tell me pls..*

jus trying out the function.. 

toopid asshole eric!

i'll not even bother to hide his F***ing name!!! ERIC watever his surname is..is a Fuc*inG asshole!!! BEWARE: this is a highly vulgar entry!read on own accord. Entry has NOTHING to do with manners of the author.
k, here goes...

today started as a pretty peaceful day...den Dr Lim came..so we showed her our results..n so as things had to be, we needed to use the Real-time machine which was in that F***er's rm! so i went to ask him..

Me:Eric, we need to use the Real-time machine. Can we have the password?Dr Lim wans us to show her our results.
Asshole: I can say no rite..(with that i-know-it-all face n voice)
Me: Dun like tt la..that time we aso helped u filled the box of tips wad..we mus help each other..
Asshole: Ohh,so now u know that we mus help each other la..That time ask u all to help..grumble so much. Made me feel guilty for asking somemore(lying through the teeth ah!)
Me: No la..where got complain..(laughs to try to lighten up mood. BUT FUMING inside!)
Asshole: *silence*

k,luckily jo came in after this..if not ah, sure scream at him..but this is not all!pls refer to "http://www.eeriehalloween.blogspot.com" for the continuation of the story..
that freaking asshole..realli la..made my blood boil ah..dare to accuse ME somemore!!! damn him..soo fed up jus now that i was actualli shaking in anger!! NEVER have i EVER felt this way b4.. shaking in cold..got la. But in anger..NEVER..he's gonna get it man.. find someone to remove his manhood ah!!! wad help us soo much..pls la, if jus typing in the password into the computer is soo much work for u, tink u NOT even a MAN!! got no balls ah???!?!little thing aso wanna make big deal of..arghh..FEEL LIKE PUNCHING HIM NOW~!!!!!

Luckily, band wasnt tt bad today..had fun..esp towards the end..played a fun game where they switched off the lights in the rm..n boy, was it sooo dark!! cant even see my hand infront of me! n guess wad..i was CAUGHT..haha...tts all im gonna say abt this...till next time....

fed up with the world~!!!

im fed up with every single thing now~!!!!!! arghhh...

im fed up with the internet connection for being soooo slow..
im fed up with that man who cant seem to walk in his path jus now!
im fed up with band for ending soo late..
im fed up cos of the fact that my mouth is sore from playing.
im fed up that im sooo tired.
im fed up that i still get affected by him!!!!
im fed up with the cat which looked sooo peaceful sitting there staring out ahead.
im fed up with the mosquito bite on my toe..
im fed up that im FED UP!
im fed up cos i dunno wat to type anymore..

n finally...im FED UP at the water heater for taking soo long to heat up!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhh....im pissed at the world!!!!!!

yet again

know wad..Jo n i were the last 2 to leave the labs again!! lo n behold~!! it seems as if we are forever the last 2 to leave!sucky.. we even leave later den the lab techs!! n they get paid somemore~!!! we?? 6 days a week for nothing more den a good grade at the end of the whole thing... hahha..y do i sound so fed up?? anyway, today wasnt tt great a day..had some nose problems!! cos i slept in air-con rm!! darn to that..one WHOLE day of suffering jus for 1 night of coolness.. hmm,hope it's not gonna be another 6-day week AGAIN~!!! *prays hard*

dead silence

*Walks down a dark path. Doors line the walls. There is a deadly silence. You can onli hear yr own footstep. Heading towards the only sight of light one can see. There is a bright orange sign..Can barely wait to reach it. Suddenly, one of the doors creak. Knowing that there isnt anyone else ard, U twitch..but walk ahead at a steady speed. Knowing there's someone watching ur back, u walk on. You reach it..lights flood the place..u heave a sigh of relieve!*
yups..a true account!hehhe..can u believe it..left the LSCT block at 7.30PM today!!!! 7.30pm !!! reached sch like 9 in the MORNING! wat kind of life do u call this? not stressed la..jus very tired!hhaha..crazy crazy kind of days im having now! practicalli stuck in the lab from 9am-6+pm EVERYDAY!!! n worse it's SIX days a week.. spend more time in the lab den at hm ah! missing my bed, my pillow, my tv, my life!!

inspired!

tired tired tired...tts all i can say now..reach sch like ard 8.45am den start working on project until 6PM!!!wat kind of life is tt manz!! super super tired.. it's like the energy sorts of get drained out..i wonder y!! so it's been abt 3 weeks into the project, n soo far..everything seems ok..*cheers to that* except tt i keep screwing up! sorry jo..pls dun vomit blood.. hehe
hmmm,wen things get less crazy(which i dun tink will happen in the near future).. i'll write a mini-show here...like a serial kind of thingy...stay tuned ya~!!hahha...but for now, it's sleeping time~!!! another 7am to 10pm day tmr..!!! arghhhhhhhh...going to die~~!!!

literature review!!!

supposed to be typing out my lit. review instead of doing this now..BUT..jus no mood la..kinda sianz..dunno wat to put into the review..as in dunno wat to choose to put in!
hmm, ever get the feeling that wen u thought tt u're in your lowest low, something even worse can happen?!?! it's amazing how evil life can be at times. but, im not complaining now. life isnt all that bad for me YET. not now anyway.
project going on in a very jerky process..a lot of delays cos of many reasons!!! first, media do wrong so cells didnt survive..now no primer so have to wait till tmr den see how..haizz..like as if we have aloT of time left!!! but wat to do.. manz,realli hope the cells stick tmr!!!!*prays hard*
hmm,band..dunno whether shld type this..basically the reason i still go band nowadays is for the music..even though the band dun realli sound THAT good still, at least i enjoy playing. but somehow, for some reasons..i dun realli feel like going anymore..it's not tt i DUN wanna commit..it's jus that i CANT..with project n all..band stuff is causing more headache den pleasure! wanna back out for PnC..but dunno la..dun tink tts a wise move..anyway, another year more den cant play for performances le..mayb wun even have the chance to play in band anymore..so yah, we'll see how things go..for now, it's back to the lit. review~!! -_-\\\