Baby Update 10

6 October:

Wk36!!! It's here!!! In medical terms, this wk onwards u're fully ready to come out into the world.. But of cos pls don't do tt just yet ok...

Just had my checkup with doc Choo.... N got a shock.. Actually the shock hasn't subsided after so many hours! Hahah...

Ah fat... Do u know how heavy u are now? 3.8kg leh!! Tts the weight of most baby AT BIRTH! No, HEAVIER than most baby at birth... Hahah...

Pui zai ah pui zai...... 😘

So frm the looks of it, maybe we'll be seeing u in person n flesh in abt 2wks... But meanwhile mummy is suffering from all this weight! Haha..

I just want you to be healthy... Pls be healthy...

8th October:

It's now 5.20am! N I can't sleep.... I think this has to be the first time in the whole pregnancy that I have been unable to sleep almost at all!

N it's because of the weight! I can't seem to get into a position tt is nt painful or uncomfortable... Feel crushed under all that weight..

4kg extra on the stomach got so hard to sleep with meh... Those 90+kg ppl also sleep Hao Hao what...

Propped up by 5pillows also doesn't seem to do the trick!

I'm actually super sleepy... But just in so much discomfort...

If we're really looking at the 23rd, how do I Ren for the next 15days!!!!?????!

Totally no energy to think about how to clear tt 7k even! Yet I know I can't miss it... 

Dear Al Mighty... I really need Your intervention here... Pls let me clear it by some miracle!! Without me having to buy any plans on my own.....

11th oct:

Turns out the pain I was in was muscle pain.. Cos it went on till the next day after the previous post was written... Got so bad tt I was in tears..

But the hubs was v smart.. He rationalised tt it cldnt be contractions becos of what ppl have been telling us.. Like even if contractions starts, still can bathe n eat la... N I cld barely do anything...

So he gave me 2 panadols... N it worked!! Hahah...

At least that's what I have been doing since then.. The pain comes and goes.. But now once I start to feel it happening, will wait just a little while more, then pop 2 panadol..

Haiz... Really don't want to be so reliant on it.. But i don't think I can function if I don't do it.. I probably be so exhausted mentally and physically...

But I seriously hope tt all these panadol taking will not have any effect on baby bear...

Cos I really made an effort not to take any panadol for a good 8mths le.. Hope this last part won't affect his organs n all...

Wk 37... Still in denial.. But finally getting things done.. Haha..the pain was definitely a wake up call to get our act together..

Really hoping we can schedule it for the 23rd... Let's hope I can tahan the pain till then or better still, let there be no more pain till then! And also when we do the check on the 15th, pls let the conditions still be alright for bear bear to stay in there..

N also for my stupid cheque to come within this wk! Else I will have no money to pay for the hospital bill!!!!

Baby, also wanna note that yr daddy looks like he's taking steps to stop smoking le!! I'm sooo happy!! Cos he decided to do it on his own...

Thgh he's slowly reducing it... But I believe he will get there!

Can see he is now v Xin ku also.. Cos runny nose and all... Effects of not smoking..

See, so baby.... U must never be hooked to such things ok..

U're a boy/man, but don't need a stick like tt in your mouth to prove it! 

Ok, pain abit subsided le.. I'm gonna try to see if can take a few more winks before having to wake up...

Ww3

It was like ww3 last night.... It all started over a very trivial matter..

She told shaf that her small pillows were mouldy and 1 of it was v powdery alrdy..

So shaf asked if she has thrown it away... And her reply was 'why?'

I mean like what kind of a reply is that?!?! And what kind of an ans do you expect to hear from someone whose personal sentimental belonging you may have thrown away?

So shaf slammed her room door in anger.. And wp and I were eating at tt point.. So I just mentioned tt it was v rude of her to do so..

And one thing lead to another.... It soon became a shouting war..

Long story short.... I pity her

She must be feeling that all 3 of us are against her, this poor old woman... And how we 'cheated' her of her money to stay in this place...

Yes! I can't believe she still doesn't get it that SHE is the reason why we had to buy this place to start off with!

Goodness.... I was soooo angry and crying and all... 

She practically attacked everyone la... Wp, shaf and myself... And after it all died down, I only felt one thing...

No anger or disappointment... Just like I said earlier: Pity

Shaf actually came out of the room to 'protect' me.. Because I was sobbing uncontrollably and all.. 

And I kept telling wp to don't bother quarrelling with her anymore... Cos she alrdy had a grudge against him all along..

Shaf came out scolding her.. Saying tt y is she putting someone who is alrdy 8mths preg in such a miserable state... (36wks to be exact.. So it's start of 9mths actually!)

Anyway I know her bark is worse than her bite...  And she's sure gonna say some major hurtful things that wp may nt be able to let go for awhile... (But I guessed at this point, it may alrdy have happened)

Oh well... The whole chunk above was typed ard 7+pm when she wasn't home yet.. She was out the whole day which is pretty unusual of her.. Got me worried...

Luckily by the time I came back from my appt ard 9pm, she locked herself in her room alrdy...

Ok la, at least i know she's nt wandering outside... Haizz... Why does she need to act this way?

Really eat full nothing to do ah... Brain go haywire until like this!!

I seriously hope she will at least feed cashy tmr..

Frm the way she disappeared today without even saying anything, I'm worried that she will do the same thing tmr n this poor furry will be starved the whole day!

Oh man......

God, I still need at least 3wks before you ask baby to come out.. Please help me clear the 7k which is outstanding.., pls pls pls.... Ameen...