sad..puzzled..down..heavy-hearted....

haizzz...dunno y im feeling soooo down..mayb time of the month??haha..dunno la..there are times where i will stop doing anything...n wonder what im doing in life??where m i heading to...m i realli doing something i want now?ya..things like tt..do any of u feel this way too??haiz...mayb cos of the rainy weather n all...not complaining abt the weather though..veryy nice..cool n comfy...
ohh ya..killed mice yesterdae during IMM pract..the killing part is pretty cruel but supposedly painless for it..but all in the sake of science i guess...poor mice..but den again the whole experience is veryy eye-opening...haizz..k la..gtg sleep n prepare for sch tmr...

"We all carry around so much pain in our hearts. Love and pain and beauty. They all seem to go together like one little tidy confusing package. It's a messy business, life. It's hard to figure--full of surprises. Some good. Some bad."

back to sch....

haiz...long holidays are over...but another one coming next week..the hari raya haji wkend holidae...hmm..now in computer lab...jus finished doing the IMM quiz...ohh ya..now it's my buddy's turn to be in shit..hahha..she lost her hp n wallet..long story there...poor gal..
hmm...over the long weekend i've learnt 2 things...from 2 shows i've watched...one of them is "If u want people to believe that u r capable of something, u have to convince yourself first." ..the other one shall be my ending quote for today..anyway i believe it's pretty true..esp with all the uphill times to come soon, i'll have to remember that..ciao for now..cos eliza looking over my shoulder....

"It's not the destination that matters but the journey."

SaY WhUt???

the performance was GOOD~!!cant believe we managed to pull it off...esp since we NEVER had a full practice with EVERYONE present!!(except yesterdae on stage!!!)hahha...so we're not bad after all eh!?!hahah...good job peeps!!it was fun la...little screw up here n there but who cares..fun experience..finally 1 'project' over..now wondering how im going to account for the 2 broken beakers??hahha...any ideas anyone??
so it's going to be slacking days until next mon..except to go back to sch to feed fish..kinda dumb..but wad to do..after that it'll be full speed ahead with projects...arghhhh...k la..for now let's enjoy n chill with yesterdae's success in mind n the CNY mood... :P

"Of course there is no formula for success except perhaps an unconditional acceptance of life and what it brings."

finally updating

hmm...have been really busy..with the staff n student dae thingy....we r putting up a STOMP-like thingy...but we are known as 'SAY WADZ??'hahha...tmr's the actual..hope everything goes great manz!!have been practising quiet a bit...so let's see how tmr goes...btw Soul D'out won 1st!!!!!manz...was soooo happy for them!!real cool experience...wonder wen would be the dae i can do such things too!!hahah...dreamingZz....

"You, doing that thing you do
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you, don't mean to be cruel
You never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through
Well im trying trying to forget you boy
But it's just so hard to do
Everytime you do that thing you do"

[haiz...i know we cant be together..but i cant seem to let u go..u never treated me right...but y then do i still like u sooo much??can someone explain tt to me??]

3rd dae...

hmm...3rd dae of sch...now slacking in the lab...waiting for the next lesson at 2pm...wow, realised tt this semester is going to be a pretty stressful one...projects are already piled up!!must jia you~~aim to do well this time....hmm..other den tt, sch's pretty packed these days...busy with band n all..having a performance tmr...hope wun screw up like the last time...hahhaha...[haven seen him for quite some time le...good in a way i guess...hope this will help me get over him...i hope....]

"The nice thing about being a celebrity is that when you bore people, they think it's their fault."

FirstZzz....

k..hot of the shelves...these are all the first .... that happened to me in 2004!!!hahhha...toooo bored now..k, so here goes..

ALL mY FIrSt....(ermz...not really all...).....

BREAKFAST: nothing..woke up too late.. ;p

LUNCH: some vege n rice...

DINNER: pizza hut!!!hahhaha....loved tt the most..

JOKE HEARD: a lame one from joanne!!!!

PERSON TO SUAN ME: ash..stoopid...

SCOLDING: mum...cos i didnt wanna wake up...hhahha..

FRUSTRATION: at my mum for nagging at me...whahhah...

WORRY: abt the hp thingy....

CRY: over the hp thingy...

SURPRISE: my sec sch friend won the hunk of the nite at the sentosa countdown thingy!!!!!

k la..dun wanna bore u all le..hhaha..it's been fun doin tt...go n try..hahha...

"Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear."