Went HOME

As of tmr,the 30th of November, would mark my staying in woodlands for 4 months.
But sad to say, i have never treated it like my home. My 'home-town'.. I reallllllllly
MISS my old place at Shunfu. For those who dunno where it is...it's near
McRitchie Reservior that area. Or simply the Bishan area.

Y the sudden mention of it? tt's cos i went back to shunfu yesterday to meet my neighbor/buddy/schmate/classmate/crapping mate..(the list goes on...) And as
i was walking the path to her blk which is jUST opp. mine, memories started flooding back... *sobbzzz sobbz*

Things still looked abt the same as when i left. Except for the renovation going
on all ard the place. Haiz..realli miss that area..The auntie-shop where i
would buy my after-sch tidbits & allow her to cheat me of my money when
i was in kinergarden. Even tt toopid cat at the void deck which greets me every morning wen i go to sch made me smile.
oohh,grammer error. cat which greetED me.. --__--

What i regret the most was of how i was barely able to spend my last few days at
shunfu at home..Just enjoying the bliss of it b4 i shift. There were must-go band
rehersals cos of PnC resulting in me going hm all tired and grouchy. Not at all in
the mood to appreciate anything. Haiz..can u believe that i was still packing on
the morning we were shifting? After which i had to rush to band cos it was the
actual day n there was rehersal. I wasnt even there wen they shifted..
I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAy GOOD-BYE!!! *waahhh....snifff...haizzzzzz*tearing....

Am now feeling all sour inside..
I miss the area.
I miss being able to see the sky frm my balcony.
I miss the stairs in the house.
I miss being able to talk to my buddy without having to use the phone or leaving our houses.
I miss going to the C.C to play badminton.
I miss that auntie-shop auntie who cheated my money.
I miss the toopid CAT!!!


urgghhhhhhhhhhhh.................... I WANNA GO HOME!!!

[*sings: all i want for christmas this year is to go back home to shunfu!!*]

back again~

woo hoo~!!! im feeling good again.. Sickness G-O-N-E!! hheh..
all thanks to my great supervisor!!! *come closer n i'll tell u y* shh ah..
he let me go hm at 11am tt day to rest!! now how good is that!??! soo blessed.

And all thanks to that sleep, im super well again. Not totally la..
but much much better than what i could have been without tt day off.

But nonetheless, im still very tired now. Possible reason could be due to the labourious number of hours spent in front of the laminar flow..(for those who dun know....



yah...n it was the closed up kind (for those who knows..class2)
which onli added to the backache. And the forceps n scapel i was using
didnt make my fingers any happier! bleh~

Oh, jus to keep updated..im attached to another lab for the time being.
So there's more work to be done. No longer boring stuff...now helping out with project. So learning more... anyway,today tt supervisor on leave..so tts the
reason of why im free enough to blog noW.. :D

k la,freaky cold in here. Im gonna go read tt bridget jones' diary book Jo
lent me..it's hilarious!!! haha...planning to watch tt movie..
(someone talk me out of it pls..cos im broke)

lost~

im practically no longer in touch with the 'online world'...
well well, for the past few wkend i had band camp. Even though
i didnt stay overnight, practice was tiring enough. Guess there were parts
where i was pushing myself. Wad to do..concert coming alreadi mah~

Anyway went back to work on monday with a cracked lip. Happened
after a veryy shiong practice on saturday! Cured now..So not a biggie!

But realised my body has a weird way of asking me to slow things down.
Guess wad, im SICK!! yet again...ya ya..i know. Need vitamins..
Drink lots of fluid. It jus doesnt help! whenever i push to hard..
(eh, dUN tink DIRTY ah..dun bluff..i know u did!), i get sick.
This time it's flu,sore throat and the works~

Oh ya, regarding the last entry. It's ok. As in things were said..matters resolved. Guess i overreacted? But dun u feel that sometimes things happen in a
way that shit always ATTACK u at the same time? Like all the bad things will somehow always come to u altogether! Like as if they had a
lets-make-this-person's-life-miserable mission! And then suddenly, poof~ all is alrite. This IS life huh.. wad to do wad to do....

k la, got no mood to blog anymore. Jus not feeling too good.
Wanna eat an apple den go straight to bed.

You think you know..But you don't..

Haven been updating much recently..Guess im in the mood to explain why now.
Well firstly, i got my FIRST TWO ADs!!!! yups yups..big deal eh?
2 at a time..but the shitty thing is that it's NOT for core modules..
DARN~ but nonetheless, im still glad at seeing those 2 alphabets together!
For the remainding few, I guess i got wat i deserved. As they say,
'You reap what you sow' so yah. Kinda wish i did better, but wat the heck..
It's over~

Anyway the reason why i didnt blog properly for some time is because
there were some issues on hand..(or rather in heart).
Yup..it's the 'F' word. . . . . . FRIENDSHIP.
Once in awhile such shit affects me greatly. Most of the time, i ignore it
cos i know that it's for the best. But this time i couldnt. They are one of my
best few pals. Yah.. THEY..not jus one..darn.. If only they knew that
they caused me great sadness and pure torture for 2 plus damn weeks!
But life throws such stuff at ya rite? So there i was,
for abt 2 weeks constantly with this expression on face..




Yeah..im wondering what in the world did I do wrong?!
Why the F*** am i being treated this way?!?! U sense the anger now don't u?
Well, i HAD ENOUGH. After 2 weeks of analysing..2 weeks of pondering..
2 weeks of self-reflection..2 BLOODY damn weeks of misery.
I HAD ENOUGH!!
I had enough of their frequent PMS-y attitudes.
I had enough of their peek-a-boo-happiness moments.
I had enough of their just-to-entertain-you laughter!

At this point, i'll like to thank Ash for listening to me when i was
at my lowest low. Thanks for the help. Appreciate it alot.

Not to worry. Im much better now than i was weeks ago. Really.
Ive decided not to allow these 2 ppl to affect me anymore!!
Won't lie that im still wondering why im treated this way.. I know it cant be me.
Cos frankly, i NEVER did show these 2 attitude b4. hmm,den again for the
benefit of the doubt..bleh~

The period of being sad is over. No longer sad..Nope.
Just more of pissed now. Dun understand what did i do wrong.
Dun understand why the sight of me piss them off. Dun understand why at
times they can act as if nothing is wrong. Dun understand why other times they
treat me soo cold.
Just dun understand nomore.

Then u might say, maybe they're tired. But hell, you tink im nOT?!
with band practices on monday & wednesday nites, u tink IM nOT tired???
(no qualms abt practices though. With an instructor who's ohh-soo-cute, whos
complaining?hehe...)

But Im still trying. Im still putting in an effort. They're too precious to me..
They each hold a big part of my memory that im not willing to just let it go.
Not just like that. At least not until i can take it nomore!! For now, i'll learn to be
patient. I'll bear with it.

Though i just wish you 2 would realise the pain u have caused me.

soo cuteeee!!!

Absolutly in no mood to blog now.. but felt that i had to put this up.
Went to visit Dr. Lim cos baby Daniel is BORN!!!!!!!!!!!
he's pretty cute for a baby.. i mean yea yea, wen see ppl's newborn child
MUST always say they cute..but usually, they're not! come on~ dun lie..
how cute can something sooooo red and full of hair look? but baby daniel IS
really cute. Red but not pest-ty looking. Mummy of baby daniel veryy mean.
Say he look like yoda( it's a character from Star Wars, i tink)



baby daniel: Mummy, why u say i look like this????




sooo different wad rite? Dr. Lim realli very mean. But seeing the way
she treated her 2 kids earlier realli moved me. The way a parent gives love
to a child is sooo touching. So selfless..So pure.. It's like giving ur all
not knowing if the child will treat u the same wen u get old.
A food for thought eh?




the little child in the centre is toddler Chris...or christopher for long.
He's sooooooooo cute too!!! Brown hair and all..and that laughter!
oohhh, makes u think that the world is sooo damn great!
That there's no such thing as cruelty and hatred out there.
That's the wonder with young children. They're soo innocent and pure.
But den again, kids nowadays grow up too quickly. Ahh watever...bleh~

pushed to the limit

well well..blogging frm the lab this time...had a pretty busy morning preparing for the classes which are taking place over the next few days. One thing i wanna comment is....their practicals are soooo damn simple!!!! i mean diffusion..taking of blood pulse wen at rest and after exercise...all those like do in yr1 !! hmm..den again, mayb it's sort of a recap session for them... soooo *shuts mouth*
anyway, wen one is pushed to the limit of boredom..one will tend to take notice of the simple things ard them.. And over the past few days...i realised that i have a veryyyyyyyyyyyy big problem on hand..or rather on HEAD!
my hair is in a super horrible condition!!!!!! the freezing temperature here in this lab isnt really helping much too! i desperatly need to do something abt it..n QUICK too..
anyway,need to prepare some chemicals now..will update soon. veryyyyy tired...no energy to go band ahh....how?????
*walks away fiddling with the ends of hair*