sianzz...n pissed

slacking now...there's band camp later..somehow cos of a certain reason, i'm not tt enthu. to go...i dun mind the sectionals n all...but it's jus 1 particular person tt i jus dun have the mood n energy to interact with today....fed up...totally feel sianz n no mood to do anything now...dun wan to type le...ciao!!

"Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory."

be-a-U-ti-FULL...

in my 18yrs of life so far...wat i saw yesterdae nite can be considered the most divine n amazing sight i have ever seen!!!!honestly, it may mean nothing to others...u all may have seen more beautiful things...well,i'm pretty crazy over stars..the night sky basically...n wen i was coming back from malaysia yesterdae nite...i looked up into the sky...*went speechless*...it's nothing like wat i usually see in S'pore..cos it was a dark highway..the stars appeared to be brighter...the sky was like black velvet randomly spotted with sparkling gems...really beyond the description of words...i jus did it great injustice..but it was truly amazing....k now...not mood to blog anymore so end now...with a totally unrelated quote....couldnt find anything related lah..hehe...funny one though....

"I'm tired of all this nonsense about beauty being only skin-deep. That's deep enough. What do you want, an adorable pancreas?"

What does LOVE mean to u???

wat is love??was thinking abt this wen i was sweeping the floor jus now...hehhe...but yeah...love=?? love towards parents, love towards yr siblings, love towards yr friends, love towards the things ard u, love for yr passion in life....there's soooo many types of love...but y do most of us usually concentrate on only the 'love towards tt special someone'??aren't the others equally importantly..??i've recently realised tt i've been misplacing my expression of love....to the wrong people n wrong things....but it's not too late for tt realisation...at least i've realised....have u??have u expressed love to the ppl whom u really cared abt recently??if no...den mayb u shld do something abt it....

"Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way."

not dead yet...

hmm..realised that it had been awhile since i last wrote in here...well,cos there's actually not much to report on....for the past few days..my day ended not much different from how it started...if u get wat i mean..hehe...went for band on fri n sat...we had band camp but i didnt stay overnite..it was fun...probably cos i wasnt present for practice for like sooo long...(ermm..got reason one...) yeah..ohh yah..i'm trying to get the tagboard done..so sorrie pals...will get it done asap...(understanding the fact tt i'm a computer idiot..i should be able to get it done b4 the end of this yr)....hehhe....k la..dun know wat to write...n as tradition requires....here goes...

"Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway."

LoVe SiCk...

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away
You'd give anything, oh
To make them feel the same

Have you ever search for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever find someone
You dreamt of all your life
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes
And dreamt that they were there
And all you can do is wait
For the day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cuz baby I can't sleep


Quote for 2dae....

"Look into my eyes for one moment and then you'll realize just how much you mean to me."


mus be the rainy n gloomy weather...tt's y i'm feeling this way....

wondering....

do u ever wonder y things r the way they are??i mean like y do we look the way we r?y are we born into the family we have now??ermm...mayb i'm the onli one who does..hmmm..i did some reflection work recently..realised that i have changed pretty much..not saying tt i dun like the person i am now..but yeah..i have changed..i know everybody is bound to change as they grow older...somehow i dun know if i'm really happy with who i am now...alrite,to a certain extend i am..like i didnt use to be soo open to ppl last time..couldnt n didnt talk n mix ard much..parties were not my cup of tea..but now,the above r no longer true..or rather i try to make them untrue to the best of my abilities...it has been good in a way..but deep down inside have i really earsed the character of the person i used to be??i dun know too...there are times wen i will go back being the quiet person like before...hmmm...another change is that now, i appreciate the ppl i have ard me more...family..friends..they mean more to me now...mayb all these changes is for the better...yeah friends..another topic i have alot to write about...but i'll keep it for another time...today's quote has something to do with the powerful mind of ours.....

"All that a man achieves and all that he fails to achieve, is the direct result of his own thoughts."

bored...bored...bored....

being able to write this at tis time of the day shows u how wu liao i feel rite now...went to play bball for awhile earlier...quite okie...nothing much to say abt tt..was jus veryyy happy tt finally can play wen i want to...cos the last few nites wen i wanted to jus shoot a few baskets...the court was always occupied..worst thing is tt it wasnt occupied by ppl playing bball but by a bunch of old folks who were practising tai ji...i mean like y in the world mus they choose a basketball court to do tt????doesnt the name already make it very clear...BASKETBALL court...!!
anyway really bored...cos my computer is spoilt...jus in case u're wondering i'm using my dad's com. now....illegally...hehhe..ya..so tt means wen he comes hm...i'll have nothing to do again...manz....have to send my com for service asap...if not i tink i'll jus rot...in case i really do..u all know the reason...mus tell the police k..say i didnt commit suicide...kk enough crap..end with this quote...

"Postpone today's anger until tomorrow." try it...makes u a happier person...

anOther bOrinG Ra|ninG daE...

wat can i say...2nd dae of freedom n i already bored to the core from staying at hm...things wouldnt have been sooo bad if it didnt rain last nite...daMnZ...was actually planning to play bball yesterdae nite n wat do u know..it had to RAIN!!! nothing much to do now..cos it's raining outside again!!!woke up reall late todae too...but cant beat ash though!hehhe...hmm..dun really have much to say..*ponders* tink i'll go play the piano now or something...will end with this today....
"Dreams become reality only wen u try hard enough" have you..??

YeaH...1st full day of freedom after the exams!!!been waiting for this day for like soooooo long!! ;P woke up reallll late this morning...hmm or should i say afternoon...?!?hahha...haven been doin much since i woke up...yah,but i'm enjoying this lifestyle for nOw!!sooo relaxing..finally dun have to touch the books or sit at my table..PEACE!!!k now, i'll end with this...
"Appreciate n enjoy life..for u will never know when all this will end."