Stomach of anger! Lousy bday dinner!

Im sooo pissed! Really annoyed over what happened at dinner earlier. We went to celebrate a collegue's birthday over dinner n drinks..

And as im not speaking to S right now, i was already not tt keen on going. Furthermore tt asshole even said it out loud (knowing that i was ard!), that if i was going, she doesnt want to go! WTF man! Princess attitude go elsewhere and show la.. Nobody owes u anything here!

Then heard frm A that the bday fellow wld hope tt she goes along cos he feels that she has helped him previously. So it wld be good if all can gather and enjoy. Firstly, i cld have made a show out of not wanting to be there too.. But i decided that he didnt deserve tt kind of attitude. Furthermore 1 bitch is enough! I don't have to condone her lousy behaviour by acting juST like her! hmmpphh...

Anyway then at the dinner earlier, she was sitting at the other end of the table. While wp was on my side of the table.. Somehow or another, halfway through dinner, she 'made' him switch to her side!

Aiyah, i know it's a small matter. But the buildup and everything else that happened during dinner pissed me off sooooo much la! Thinking back now, im too pissed to type further!

On a whole other note, i think im starting to fall for wp..I know i should not.. I know i need to stop before things get uncontrollable.. But. . . . arghhh... I just hate it when i fall for someone and then realise that they already have someone else in their heart..Worse still, in this case..he has her for 5years alrdy! arrghhh.. God please give me the strength to overcome this...