2days.... 5k....

2nd last day before the closing for LA convention.....

I'm panicky because all the shit that can go wrong is going wrong.....really can't escape Murphy's law man!

Every single time in rushing in stuff for some dateline, all kind of unimaginable shit just happens!

Like for example, as if we weren't stressed enough alrdy, this happened 👇🏾

A lorry just made a lack of lane discipline boo-boo and my whole left side mirror disappeared! -_-

Really wanted to go pick it up and keep it for memory! Heheh... But in the heat of frustration and exasperation, I didn't.. Also cos it was right in the middle of a 4-way cross junction.. So not that wise and practical la,..

And just for notes, apparently a pair of Merc side mirrors cost around $1000+ 😱

Ok so enough of the accident.... Actually 1 more thing to add.... The guy who knocked into us handled the whole thing so well.

He showed us to his workshop got it fixed and even offered to send us home. And also picked the hubs up to bring him back to the workshop when car was done... All while still fasting!

I'm ashamed of my rash actions and inpatient gestures right after the accident happened.

Not the 1st time I get off the car shaking head in pek-chekness after someone else makes a mistake.

This time round, once again feel like a rude fellow cos uncle was a very nice man who faced the consequences without too much fuss. 

#lessonlearnt #faithinhumanity #needtopracticecalmness

Oh ok, so back to the target.... Now still short of 5k... God, help me please.......

Please don't give me anymore surprises.. Let all the cases be approved smoothly... Please let the opening on weds get through and make it a closing!

Please guide me to the right words to say and the wisdom to answer her questions..

Please let there be no issues with my persistency...

Please let me be able to mini celebrate on weds when all my cases gets approved and I cross the $58,000 target.

Oh Allah, please please please help me in this last part....... Ameen.....

Shortfall stress

18th May....

If I'm stressed around this period of time, it just means that I'm running for convention..

2013, the stress at this time was more due to the pre- wedding madness!

Speaking of which I have cahboots plans for the anniversary this year.... And of cos all because my mind is so filled with worry and tension on how to clear the shortfall for the target!

This year's convention in sept will be to LA!! The land of dreams-- USA! 🇦🇺

U know the cray cray thing? I've already bought the flight tix when my shortfall was around $15k! 😂

Thank God it's now around $8k... But stillllllll..... 😣

Left barely another week++... Shitting my pants here man!!!

Really alhamdulilah for all the support that I've been getting from my mama to help take care of Don Don while the hubs & I are busy with appts..

And also the love and endless support from the dear hubby..... He has been such a great pillar in my work and also helps out so much with Don! I'm truly blessed....

Alhamdulilah.... Thank you God for loving me by blessing me a husband who cares so much for his family!

I really feel bad that I can't think straight long enough to plan something decent (besides just going for dinner la) for the anniversary. I WILL make it up in June!

And also make up to the poor son of mine for neglecting him so much in the past month! I do still spend pockets of time here n there with him.

But I've been unable to bring him swimming or to the park etc for fear that he falls ill and it'll make me even more tired if that happens! 😣

#lousymum #mummy'sguilt 

I'll make up to you too, son! 

For now, dear Lord, please please please help me clear off the shortfall and let nothing else go wrong!!! Don't have any freelook or what shit please....

Please let all be delivered before 31st May... dear Allah, please hear my prayers........

I pray for your blessings to help me clear the balance $8000. Please let there be no issues. 🙏🏻

Ameen.....