Shortfall stress

18th May....

If I'm stressed around this period of time, it just means that I'm running for convention..

2013, the stress at this time was more due to the pre- wedding madness!

Speaking of which I have cahboots plans for the anniversary this year.... And of cos all because my mind is so filled with worry and tension on how to clear the shortfall for the target!

This year's convention in sept will be to LA!! The land of dreams-- USA! 🇦🇺

U know the cray cray thing? I've already bought the flight tix when my shortfall was around $15k! 😂

Thank God it's now around $8k... But stillllllll..... 😣

Left barely another week++... Shitting my pants here man!!!

Really alhamdulilah for all the support that I've been getting from my mama to help take care of Don Don while the hubs & I are busy with appts..

And also the love and endless support from the dear hubby..... He has been such a great pillar in my work and also helps out so much with Don! I'm truly blessed....

Alhamdulilah.... Thank you God for loving me by blessing me a husband who cares so much for his family!

I really feel bad that I can't think straight long enough to plan something decent (besides just going for dinner la) for the anniversary. I WILL make it up in June!

And also make up to the poor son of mine for neglecting him so much in the past month! I do still spend pockets of time here n there with him.

But I've been unable to bring him swimming or to the park etc for fear that he falls ill and it'll make me even more tired if that happens! 😣

#lousymum #mummy'sguilt 

I'll make up to you too, son! 

For now, dear Lord, please please please help me clear off the shortfall and let nothing else go wrong!!! Don't have any freelook or what shit please....

Please let all be delivered before 31st May... dear Allah, please hear my prayers........

I pray for your blessings to help me clear the balance $8000. Please let there be no issues. 🙏🏻

Ameen.....