Wednesday, July 15, 2020

Baby 3’s Baby Update 2

10.6.20

My period has been about 2 weeks late... so just for the fun of it since I still have 1 test kit left, I decided to do it today!


At first, I could see the pee travel up the test strip... then the red line for the “control” part appeared... the “test” part was still clear..


As I washed up, I thought to myself “aiyah, I knew it... of cos not pregnant la. Don’t feel like I’m pregnant too... ok la, expected that the other line didn’t appear....”


So carry on washing the area and preparing to move the kit to the wash basin area... then I realise something weird happening.

Like the “test” line was slowly starting to get darker red.. as in a faint line appeared at first.


😱 u know how ppl say the heart feel like stop for awhile.


Really happened la! I was like noooooo! Can’t be right! Number 3?!?!?!!

I was not going to have no.3 cos just few weeks back wp made me so annoyed that I feel we’re definitely not ready for a third one.


But I guess God has other plans for us!


Haizz then I think back on that ONE time when I allowed tt sperm-gun to release in thinking my period was coming soon.. so I shld be in the clear.....


Stupid gamble! Arghhh 🤦🏼‍♀️


Guess it’s still very very early days now.. will wait awhile longer before we go see Dr Choo.

Then I’ll figure out how many weeks I’m at..


Oh well! Since this is happening, dear God, please keep this baby safe and healthy. Keep baby in me safely all the way till he/she is at least wk37 and fully developed and ready to face this world.


Please let this pregnancy be a smooth and painless one. At least let it be a needle free GD this time round... Please God, let me GD be just something that can be controlled with proper diet...