Felt like a long week...

Just finished a long night of planning for a new initiative me n a few others are doing for work.. Suuuuper tired both mentally n physically but very satisfied with the end product now!

Still have lots to do but hope things will move smoothly ahead and very soon we'll start to see results from our hard work! =) cant wait..

So tired but don't understand why i cant get to sleep.. so decided to come on here to blog and surf the net..maybe it'll help to clear my mind abit..
haizz... dun understand why i have to suddenly be so affected and spoil the ending to my night..

Somehow tonight reminded me of a very unique sticker that i once saw on a car few months ago..

'得到你的人却得不到你的心'

I wonder why tt driver put tt up in the first place man! Very unique though..not the usual car sticker stuff that u'll always see.. I even took a pix of it! hahah..

haiz..dunno what to say le..just can say i probably can understand how tt driver feels.. aiyah,dun want to sit here n emo le..有些事想太多还不是这样子。。。

argghhh..good night people!

Hari Raya Blues

On festive days like the one that just past (hari raya), it kinda sucks being a child from mixed parentage.

Being half chinese n half indian, whose religion is islam, one cant sometimes help but feel that one doesnt belong to any ethic group.

I mean yea, on the IC im an indian.. But i know nuts about tt language or culture. To be really honest, i dun even feel indian. Besides the longer eyelashes and being follicle-ly blessed, i dun even have much to say about tt side of me!

THen the chinese part.. yes, when cny gets about, i get sucked in by the hype n traditions..the cleaning n stuff... But when it really gets to the actual day..bleh~
Only need to visit granny n auntie.. Then im done!

I kinda wish for the large family get-together.. The auntie of the auntie of that uncle.. U know the whole family heritage mess.. I dun even have that to complain about?!?!?!! Or maybe at least not one tt i know of.

Then as for hari raya, once again mainly celebrated by malays.. It's just a minor affair for me.. We used to invite people over on the actual day.. Busy with guests and all.. But even that lost it's appeal after awhile. We no longer invite cos who do u actually invite on tt day? My chinese friends?

And once again, there's that missing auntie of that auntie of that uncle...! The whole big family thing again. All my festive celebrations are all soooo small-scaled. Half-fucked..

Money packets are also halfed..Enjoyment halfed..True meaning.........???

haizz..maybe because stuff at work sucks. Maybe im just super bored.. Maybe it's the weather..But this time round, hari raya doesnt feel as festive as it's meant to be.. Im in depression.. =(

I need MC!!

Throat pain
Nose leaking
Headache
Ear block
Shoulder sprain

Can i get a MC please??