Heart procedure ❤️

Ahhh so the mystery has been solved! The reason behind the heart pains that mama has been having is due to her arteries being blocked!

Out of 3 arteries, the one on the right is 90% blocked! Bloody hell why the doc didn't even detect that on the 1st scan months ago! Still say not serious enough to do surgery so give a whole course of meds and see if the pain goes away!

Idiot!! Damn angry when I think about that! 😡 like come on! 90% leh! Wait a few more months kenna heart attack die alrdy!

Anyway the other 2 arteries on the left is about 50-60% blocked. But they only put in the stem n balloon for the 90% one..

Oh well, that should buy her another few more years!

Hahah...

And so ytd night and today, i became super woman!!! (With the help of my dearest hubs of cos)

Oh ya, really have to compliment him. I know even thgh he may be reading this, writing it down is purely for ME to rmb his good points esp for the moments when he's driving me crazy.

So if reading this makes him float to the sky, I'm still fine with it.. Cos I believe that I'm really blessed to have him! 😘

So ytd without much complains, we actually stayed ard in the Hosp from 8am till abt 4+! He had to go for an appt then come back somemore..

Then when we got home, he made cash's dinner n prepared don's food (I was bathing Don n not just shaking leg)...

After all tt was done, he ate his dinner and then went for appt! 👏🏼💪🏼

I guess the next few months is gonna be just busy and tiring.. Maybe a new phase of life too? For us to be more handson with the housework?

This morning I bathed (baby), washed, hanged up, cooked, fed (both dog n baby n myself!) and even did some work related stuff! Oh n also ironed the clothes! Feel like a superwoman sia!!!! 💪🏼

Ok, this superwoman wanna go put some lotion on my dry hands le... Can't type anymore.....

Disappointed

Feeling like crap now!

My appt which i hoped can seal the deal and clear the shortfall actually bought lesser than I planned...

Sighzzzz...

Now, I can either let this disappointment spoil my whole Sunday and mope around the house OR I can still have a good Sunday with my son and see how I can clear the balance amount in the coming few days..........

Busy night!

Phew... What a night!

Actually thank God for the longer than expected nap taken! Else won't know how to survive till now..

So woke up from nap with so many missed calls n mags! Plus potential closing appt postponing my appt till 28th! Wtf....

So naturally i was in a grouchy mood... Cos why soooo bloody near yet so far! Pek chek la! Wanna clear the target once n for all this wk! Less than 1.5k nia.... Like still stuck! Fuck

Talk abt bloody, now come tt thing too.. 2nd day. Enough said. -_-

This mth's like making me super tired and weak. Bleh..

Then decided since appt postponed, might as well be a good mum and cook up that chicken stock since bought the bones ytd le..

So fussed with that then prepare the monkey's dinner which I totally cld foretell that he will reject cos it's beef.

And also prepared his night water/milk bottles stuff... 

Wash wash clean cut wipe blend wash clean pour clean wash.... Repeat la..

Poor hands in contact with water sooooooo much these days compared to the past 30YEARS of my life! Motherhood... Almost slavery? Hahah, only consolation is that at least I like the master! 😏

So anyway he surprised me by eating more spoons of the beef porridge than I expected which was great! Cashy wiped out the rest as usual..

Then put him to watch his 7pm Mickey Mouse clubhouse while I rushed to shower...

Came out to chill in front of TV for awhile.. Didn't cook for myself so had some bread which the greedy boy also asked for.

At this point, I have no idea why I'm narrating my night....

Perhaps just a few mins ago while trying to get him to sleep, I felt extremely tired.. Like I wanna get away from all of this...

The washing and washing n washing....having to prepare stuff, rushing to match his wants.. Fighting for kitchen space with mama (oh God, don't get me started on THAT! Seriously I think  a good part of the stress of all this is her too!!! F***). 

I just don't feel like touching water to wash something! I want a break...

And then as I say that, I feel like a v selfish person. Cos I've been v blessed to have a good hubs who helps out.

N it's not like I don't get 'off' days from this..

Aiyah... Dunno la.. The whole stress of the shortfall plus cooking for don & caring for his basic needs are draining me esp more during this hormonal-inbalanced period of time!

Arghh don't want to type le.... Hating the stress of rushing datelines even more... The worst part of this job! 😤

Blessed.

Oh, thank you Lord for today! ❤️