Baby Update 2

14th August:

Ytd was bad in terms of nausea.. I refuse to use the term ‘morning sickness’ in this entry cos the misery lasted throughout the damn bloody day!!

Actually the morning part wasn’t that bad.. then mid way thrgh the appt, I felt a little giddy. So lightheaded that I almost felt that I was gonna fall off the high chair... wasn’t hungry at that point so no idea why that happened...

Then got a slice of pizza to eat while otw back to office for the district meeting.. cldnt even stomach more than 1 piece!

After that slowly headache started.. no amount of peppermint EO could get rid of the pain... then that PLUS nausea!

By 5pm, I know confirm can’t go for night appt le... really feels damn awful cos while part of me wants to fight it through and ignore the discomfort but part of me don’t want to die in the process...

Haha I know abit kua zhang... but I guess the memory scar of how 14th oct 2015 went, I’m a little wary to take more notice of my health this time.

Maybe too much worry over nothing. But till today I don’t really close the toilet door properly when I go pee so if anything happens, hopefully someone else outside in the house will know.. *Paranoid* hahah... dunno whether the hubs know abt this anot.. think he’s also scarred by that fateful day! 🤣

Anyway it got so bad I broke down ytd night. Really felt I needed the cry... the love love hot cup of Milo the hubs made healed my soul for the night...

Today’s misery is starting... think I’m gonna go nap it off! Hopefully later part of today wld get better!!!

Dammit... wk 8 sucks! Heard peak is now till wk11..... 😫😩🤢😱😭😵

9th August:

I think I’m at the point of the 1st trimester where it gets frustrating and annoying to just feel unwell so often.

The past week has been super unproductive. I’ve not done much, work wise... actually to be honest, I’ve no mood or drive to do anything at all..

Yes, I was down with a bad cold during the weekend but other than that, I really have no wish to get off the bed. Even playing Hp games doesn’t bring me joy..

Bloody hormones must be going crazy! 

Thank God the career benefit is being backpaid this month! Else really eat air! And this baby is hungrrrrryyy.... 

Talking abt hunger, it’s not a good feeling when u got to watch the carbs/ sugar AND yet hungry all the damn time! Really hope my appetite will shrink so then things won’t feel so bad.

1st August:

Little one!!!! We saw you for the 1st time today! Oh what a tiny little small mass of cells you are currently! We could see your little beating heart too!

For 2 weeks, mummy has been waiting for this moment—

So while all along we thght that u’ll be ard wk7 or 8 when we get to the Gynae, turns out ure just week6.. 6w4d... thght ure such an awesome baby to help us cut down on gynae fees by starting late! Hahaha... turns out, we’re seeing dr Choo 1 wk earlier! As compared to don la...

Technically u’ll be wk 7 this Sunday... please continue to grow strong and well! I’ll eat as healthy as possible and cut away the sugar....

Please give mummy the baby power also ok! Cutting sugar is really hard for mummy! But I’m going to try for us!

And just for notes, your older brother still seems clueless about you but he talks about you at times.. thinking that if he pulls up my shirt, he can see u.. 😂🤣 

Just grow well for now... see u in 3wks time!