Rare moment of peace & quiet

Time check: 4.04pm

Another 11mins of rare peace and quiet time to myself before I need to pick don up from his chinese class.

This past week has been a little busier than usual. Had to handle Rou alone a little more than usual.

Had a little lesser patience towards her than usual.

Now in this state of mind, I feel bad for always be so hard on her. But really leh, this girl knows how to push ALL the WRONG BUTTONS!!!

Like she knows exactly what she can’t touch but she does it. U put her in the playpen hoping she’ll be guai guai in there for a few mins........ hah! Next moment, half the toys from INSIDE the playpen has been thrown OUT! 🤬🤦🏼‍♀️

And have I mentioned how she actually ROARS when she gets very angry.... hahaha.... like really roar u know! Must find a way to record it for memory sake.

Next time can show her! And torture her about it!!!! 😈

Seriously funny when I think back about it.. because I rmb that when I was pregnant with her, I somehow will ‘roar’ when I get really angry too... 😂

And it surprised me back then because I usually don’t do that..

Thank Goodness it’s not my 本性! What an awful expression! Hahah... hope this girl will become sweeter as she grows older la...

But I can really feel my life was shorten at least by half a month because of her and her craziness....

God, please grant me more patience.... PLENTY MORE PLEASE!

You know, I’m really worried that as this pregnancy progresses, I may suddenly burst a vessel because of either kid then get stroke.

Like seriously worried not kidding worried.

Been catching myself at extreme moments to take a second to take deep breaths!

Dear God, please protect me and baby throughout this pregnancy. Please keep both of us safe & healthy! Ameen.....

Ok time’s up. My freedom and quiet is over.. pick up time! 

Baby Update 3

7th July:

Baby!!! We saw you today! Mummy was so excited that the blood pressure reading was abit high...

And I’m soooo relieved to hear your heartbeat for the 1st time... 170/min... ❤️

I’m so glad that ure alright.. ure still reeeeeally tiny! Haha.. 2cm+ at this point...

Please continue to grow well and stay strong ya...

Doc says you’re 9wks old and u’ll be due 10/2/2021!!! I’m sooooo not ready... haha..

Was hoping that you’ll arrive after cny so that u’ll be an ox like mummy... but looks like you’ll be a rat....

Nvm, healthy can le..

Mummy can’t wait to see you again during the next visit! 

I somehow got a feeling that ure a boy! Daddy says you’re a girl....

Let’s see who is right! 😝 

12th July:

Past few days have been real bad.. keep having headaches that won’t go away! It’s either that or nausea.

The period of normal comfort is so seldom.

Doesn’t help that rou is soooo sticky and being quite an ass recently too... I mean she’s always on the move but the last few days feels more challenging..

I just can’t wait for this phase to pass.. feeling very useless cos can’t do a lot of the things I need to. 😭