The day before Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Listening to the song after the Azan now... On the last day of the fasting mth...

It's the same song as the one that I've been hearing as a kid.. Daddy used to say tt this was the song tt played even when bro was younger... So this makes the song over 30yrs old!

I'm nw just waiting for the prayer part after this song. It happens only on the last day of fasting..

This couple years, I haven been tt good with my fast.. Horrid if I wanna be honest...

After recent turn of events in work life, I'm starting to find more strength in the religion..

It has made me look at things differently... Whatever God has planned for me, I hope I don't ever stray away from the religion..

Ok, start le... Till another time!

Selamat Hari Raya to all who celebrates...

Marraige screws the mind

Marriage can do crazy things to the mind...

When everything is great, you get the feeling of bliss.. Eternal happiness is at your expense...

But when he pisses you off, the mind goes crazy and u worry that is this the isanity you're stuck with forever?

Grateful grateful!!!

I decided le... Till things by the grace of God changes, im not gonna moan and groan about it here (at least).....

Im gonna make this place like my Grateful Diary. Whenever i can, im gonna put as many things as i can about things that im grateful for..... And over time hopefully have entries and entries of good things to look at...

So to start, the things im grateful for this morning are:

- i woke up feeling well and not ill...

- the weather this morning isnt too hot

- for being able to see as soon as i open my eyes without the need of specs bcos i saw my dear cashy sleeping in a position tt made her look like a mini bear

- for everything still going smoothly so far

- that my hubs woke up in a pretty decent mood (unlike the dog! Hmmppp,,,,)

- today is FRIDAY!!! Thgh doesnt really make a difference to us, but it's still nice to know tt the wkend is here..

- that i manage to come up with this idea of writing stuff like this hear...

Ohhh, while doing all that thinking, i remembered a funny thing that happened ytd... So we were in the changi area after an appt. and i was driving to changi village cos the hubs want the nasi lemak there..

Then as we gt nearer, he told me to ltr just walk ard and get him all the nice food la... I asked if he was just gonna stay in the car then? And he said yes...

So i quickly made a whole lot of excuses of why he shld go down with me to buy la and that i didnt know how to buy.

What he said next was a winner joke...

WP: Fat.. Nvm..

        Dont know how to cook.... Nvm...

        Now ask you to just buy food also dont know.......

I know like tt type out like not funny and looks rude even!!! Pui.... But it was the way he said it la... Like damm sad or something....

Okay.... So lastly, im grateful that my hubs can still make me laugh...   :)

I need a miracle!!!!!

Haizz... In a very bad place right now...

Just last week, a client's dad passed away.. Thn buddy lt had a miscarriage...

Both impacted me quite badly.. The client one was because his mum passed away a few years back.. N now tt his dad is gone, he's all alone... Cos no siblings as well.. :'(

Thn right at tt wake, gt msg tt lt had a miscarriage... Worse thing, she was alrdy 20+wks pregnant le...

Anyway besides those, work hasn't been going that smoothly... My fyc now is worse than ever! Can u imagine last mth total fyc is less than 500.... And tt is INCLUDING flow!

Like total failure.... More than half a financial year le... If miracle don't happen soon, I really dunno how I'm gonna keep my table nxt year....

Table is one thing... My SENIOR agent title also will be gone le! Fuck fuck......

Feel so terrible... :(