la la la la

borin boring day~!!!let's see.. computer has been switched on since 2pm..been researching more for project and also some work on the band stuff..read more of the HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN!!! oohhhh..i cant wait to watch tt show!!!!!realli excited!!wanna watch DAY AFTER TOMMORROW and SHREK 2 aso...ohh no..tts a lot of $$$ to be spending on movies in a time like this.. manz, i feel sooooo broke recently. the money in my account is PATHETIC.. even had to think twice abt seeing a doctor for my aching back(it's still pain..but i tink it's either getting better or im becoming immune to the pain).. haizz.. i WANT MONEY..dun need alot..jus enough for me to live by without have to stinge n worry... MONEY MONEY!WHERE HAS ALL THE MONEY GONE~!!!!!!

"Lack of money is the root of all evil."

veryy tired~

this is meant to be a friday entry..super tired now~!! jus came back from a secondary sch gathering! n it was cool~ not as bad as i had expected..hhehhe... guess i became more sociable since secondary sch!!hehe..tts good in a way!anyway, went to eat steamboat at marina bay...den walk back all the way to the Marina MRT..i repeat WALK!!! damn tiring..but kinda cool to walk in the cooling weather..jus wasnt wearing the right footwear..so was kinda more worn out..yah, otherwise all was fun.. caught up with this guy who i haven seen in 6years~!!! hahha..grew to be such a gentleman~!! hehhe..k la.tired le..tmr still got project..tired tired...alot YET to do..die la~!!!

~very much in pain

I feel as if im dying from some kind of terminal disease!! My back has been hurting for abt 1 week now..and today is the WORSE of all!!! i cant sit..i cant stand..it's getting sooo painful and i dun even know why!!dun know how it all started..dun know wen it'll end! the worse thing is..sometimes it hurts sooo bad n for sooo long until i wish i could break it..sort of like a toothache or a migrain..but it's on the lower back!!arghhh...makes me kinda restless n have no interest to do anything!damn..why suddenly like this?!??!?!

recap...

wow..watched Troy yesterdae!! great show... here's my 5cents worth of advice for those who are planning to watch it.
For the weak bladder..
1) Go empty yr bladder b4 the show
2) Dun drink too much while watching the show
3) Bring along a jacket if u're not tt tolerant to cold cos being cold n 'tight-bladdered' is not the best feeling to go through ;p

BUT..of cos if u dun mind missing part of the show, u can always ignore what is written above.. (1st hand experience so better to listen!!hehheh)

the show was realli cool~ had some thoughts after the show.. like how pride can control one's actions. n the greed.. all these still seen in the world ard us..onli in less bloodshed. horrible... Then there was this part where Brad Pitt said something like how things seem more beautiful cos u'll never know when it'll all end..or something along those lines la.. i guess thats y ppl always say to treasure what u have now cos u'll never know.. more treasurable cos u'll NEVER KNOW~ it's like if u know u can have ice-cream anyday..that occasional ice-cream treat wouldnt be that great a deal..rite?

arghh..dun feel like typing anymore..my back is killing me!!cant even sit..lie down aso PAIN!!!argghhh...any doctor in the house??

P-A-I-N!!!!!!!

tired...

hmm..haven touched the computer in a few days...actually wanted to update about my 'outings' since the last time...but guess what im doing at this un-godly hour.. Final Year PROJECT!! hahha..actually i aso dunno y so hardworking..hehhe.. but i guess i jus wanna show dr Lim that we are good project students! hehe..hmm, cant wait to get started..but all the scientific papers are making me o_0" hmm,the one i jus read finish is still not that bad..phew~ 1st paper..many more to come.. k, 1 other thing i MUST write about is the volunteer thingy i did on saturday...
a few of us went to White Sands pri. to help out with this class of EM3 students..were their mentors..so main job is actualli to gain their trust n let them open up to you..to be their friend n sort of 'tutor'..but main aim is to be their FRIEND..realised that most of us are actually quite fortunate. Despite the problems we may face at hm or with friends, these kids have if far more worse..Realli learnt alot from these kids. my life may not be a bed of roses, but at least problems started to come to me wen i can actually stand on my own 2 feet or rather wen i am able to stand up after a fall..these kids dun deserve to go through such falls soo early in life..
[oh GOD, i know You can hear me..Please make the lives of these kids better..Please do. They are just soO pitiful in their own ways. Oh God, please shower them with Your love. Thank you God.]

done out of boredom..

1) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page
18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"She covered for them. Two of the four were no longer..."haha..the next word is in the 5th line...

2) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
What do you touch first? standing fan

3) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
wow..hard one...errmmm...i realli cant recall...ohhh..meteor garden!

4) WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is.
4.20pm

5) Now look at the clock, what is the actual
time? 4.30pm...

6) With the exception of the computer, what can
you hear? silence..unless u count the music playing from my com.

7) When did you last step outside? what were you
doing?
this morning...went to meet dr lim with jo-n for FYP.. -_- in the end she say tmr den meet her!!!

8) Before you came to this website, what did you
look at? friendster

9) What are you wearing? my sec sch PE shirt n shorts

10) Did you dream last night? errmm..yah!! i dreamt of this horrible eye that was hiding in my closet!!hahah

11) When did you last laugh? still laughing at a stupid joke made by a friend..hahha

12) What is on the walls of the room you are in?
clock..calendar...mirror..fan..

13) Seen anything weird lately?
yah..wen i look at my hair in the mirror!hehe..

14) Last movie you saw? err..VCD counted?? Love actually..

15) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight,
what would you buy first?
a HOUSE!! nice one by the beach or something

16) Tell me something about you that I don't know:
errm..that u're an asshole for wanting to know that??!hahhah..want to know me aso not this way...hahahha

17) If you could change one thing about the
world, regardless of guilt or politics, what
would you do?
World peace...*gives award-winning smile*

18) Do you like to dance? i have 2 left feet..but i love to watch ppl dance..those who can REALLY dance one ah..

19) George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or
someone who is finally doing something that has
needed to be done for years?
he's an asshole...a guy sent to kill america!! no offense meant

20) Would you ever consider living abroad?
yeah...have been planning abt that for a longggg time....

hApPy bIrThdAy eLiZa!!bon voyage sIsTa!

WeLcome to tHE 'oldieS' ganG, eLiza!!hahah..hmm,nono..it's the sophisticated gang of the 19 yr olds!haha...even though we had to wait for like 2 damn hours jus to eat some not say that wonderful food of swensens, i hope u did enjoy at least some part of the mini-celebration!hehe..didnt had my wish in the end*shopping at u-know-where* haha..but still hope this is something u'll remember..keep the photo safe ah!! not easy to get mei nu(*hint=ME) to take picture hor..hehhehhe.... happy bIrtHdaY!! may u get ur superstar somehow or another..

Next.. SISTER (not u,sunil ;p ) !!! gonna miss having u ard... as i said last night wen we were crossing the road..It's not that i dun bother abt u wen u're around..it's jus that i..ermm...ermm..dunno how to show my love for u! hehhe..reallli... i guess i take things for granted.. thats y i tend to regret wen i lose things i once had.. but hell no..im NOT gonna lose u!!better keep in touch yah!!! anyway 2 months+ ..wun be long b4 u get yr ass back in shittypore...miss ya...check out here once n then k... *muacks*

hmm..with that done..now can blog about my own stuff..hahha..err..finally exams are OVER!!!!! yahoo~!! now now, it wasnt that bad was it..haha.. k in an official way, im DONE with year2 of tertiary education! that leaves 1 more year to go..not that im soooooo keen to get out anyway.. kinda fast how time flies... still remember wen i went to register for poly(was with mum n buddy).. den remembered my mum saying "eh,now in poly ah..cannot laugh n act like kids anymore!" den me n my buddy burst out giggling like we always do... n guess wad?? im hanging out with a bunch of kids now!!hahha...no lah.. real glad that i didnt have to act mature or anything like that..real comfortable with the ppl ard me now..thanks pals!! *sniff sniff* it's gonna be all over soon... complain complain complain den final exams for 3rd year..den it'll be bye-bye now.. n mayb never to see each other again..haizz..mus treasure wad i have now.. love ya all!! peAcE~

die la die la

finished reading through the IMM notes...CONCLUSION: IM SOOOO DEAD!! it seems as if the more i read, the harder it gets!!! how how how?!??!?! tmr is the paper! so dead so dead..*why m i even wasting time blogging now?* hahha..jus wanted to share my last few sentences with everyone b4 death tmr! manz, her past-yr papers scare me!!! i love IMM but somehow i jus cant seem to score in her papers..mayb it's the way i answer the questions.. arghh..better get my ass back to the study table!

Here's something i got off a pretty interesting book (Book Of Insults)

"When he takes his clothes off, it's like watching the unveiling of a golf stick."

here's another one..

"She's excited about her new low-cut dress--in fact, she can hardly contain herself."

hehe..stay tuned for more....

yawnz...

somehow, im starting not to believe in the thing called LOVE.
dun ask me y..im entitled to have an opinion without explaination..

mayb it's the things that are happening around me (it has nothing to do with HIM)..i dunno...i jus cant explain..too many things have happened or rather is happening,that is beyond my control. Sometimes dun u jus wonder what is LIFE all about? Should we not expect too much out of life n take things a day at a time? Would we all be happier ppl tt way?Mayb that's the secret..Maybe...

"Call it a clan, call it a network, call it a tribe, call it a family. Whatever you call it, whoever you are, you need one."

I HATE what modernisation has done to my family!!!