Busy night!

Phew... What a night!

Actually thank God for the longer than expected nap taken! Else won't know how to survive till now..

So woke up from nap with so many missed calls n mags! Plus potential closing appt postponing my appt till 28th! Wtf....

So naturally i was in a grouchy mood... Cos why soooo bloody near yet so far! Pek chek la! Wanna clear the target once n for all this wk! Less than 1.5k nia.... Like still stuck! Fuck

Talk abt bloody, now come tt thing too.. 2nd day. Enough said. -_-

This mth's like making me super tired and weak. Bleh..

Then decided since appt postponed, might as well be a good mum and cook up that chicken stock since bought the bones ytd le..

So fussed with that then prepare the monkey's dinner which I totally cld foretell that he will reject cos it's beef.

And also prepared his night water/milk bottles stuff... 

Wash wash clean cut wipe blend wash clean pour clean wash.... Repeat la..

Poor hands in contact with water sooooooo much these days compared to the past 30YEARS of my life! Motherhood... Almost slavery? Hahah, only consolation is that at least I like the master! 😏

So anyway he surprised me by eating more spoons of the beef porridge than I expected which was great! Cashy wiped out the rest as usual..

Then put him to watch his 7pm Mickey Mouse clubhouse while I rushed to shower...

Came out to chill in front of TV for awhile.. Didn't cook for myself so had some bread which the greedy boy also asked for.

At this point, I have no idea why I'm narrating my night....

Perhaps just a few mins ago while trying to get him to sleep, I felt extremely tired.. Like I wanna get away from all of this...

The washing and washing n washing....having to prepare stuff, rushing to match his wants.. Fighting for kitchen space with mama (oh God, don't get me started on THAT! Seriously I think  a good part of the stress of all this is her too!!! F***). 

I just don't feel like touching water to wash something! I want a break...

And then as I say that, I feel like a v selfish person. Cos I've been v blessed to have a good hubs who helps out.

N it's not like I don't get 'off' days from this..

Aiyah... Dunno la.. The whole stress of the shortfall plus cooking for don & caring for his basic needs are draining me esp more during this hormonal-inbalanced period of time!

Arghh don't want to type le.... Hating the stress of rushing datelines even more... The worst part of this job! 😤