I want GOOD health!!!

HAix what is wrong with my body again?

Been down with blocked nose and cough since last tues.. it’s gotten so bad that I’ve lost my sense of taste.

Initially it was amusing how everything tasted like nothing.. but these couple of days I’m getting frustrated cos might as well don’t eat!

The joy of eating is gone! I feel like I’m eating just to keep my tummy full... and worse thing, I think I can’t get a good gauge of that too.. cos I eat and then I don’t really feel satisfied coz no taste right? So then somehow the brain tells the stomach that it’s not really full or something...

It’s quite weird...

Then for a good part of ytd, I had a nagging pain in my head which became a full blown headache by nightfall.... so bad I had to lie down for awhile after bringing the boy back.

Thank God for a hands-on husband! Luckily he managed to bathe, feed the boy without too much drama.

Planned to take a half hr nap till 8pm. But ended up waking close to 9pm.. cute boy came into the room and said “mummy wake up” 💕

So ya.... nose problem, throat problem, head problem and also stomach problem...

Been having ls issues everyday! Oh oh oh.... God bless me with better health please!!!

shoo cramps shoo!!!

The feeling when ure late by 8 days and can’t wait for it to just come and get over with...

 then it finally comes but you feel like dying because of the cramps...

Go away quick!!!! 

Sighz.... baby planning failed for yet another month!

If it went according to plans, I wld have been 4-5mths preg by now... pui.... teenagers who don’t want pregnancy get it with ease yet oldies like me fail mth after mth.....

Thank God #1 came according to His plans.... I know He will bless us with #2 when it’s time.........  just need to be patient! :)

Superwoman kind of day

Omgoodness started a very ambitious series of tasks since 10.30am!

I’ve now changed the bedsheets and pillow cases... and in a mad attempt, pushed the bed out and vacuumed the back of the bed rest which was covered in thick dust! 😱

Sibei satisfying to zoop it all up into the machine! 💪🏼

The thick layer of dust on the back side of the study table was what made me decide that can’t delay anymore. Maybe no Don I still will delay.. but bo bian, wait that Tai Zi break out in some allergy or nose issue again. 🙄

But I just made a huge error of taking a short coffee break! Now I’m aching and so reluctant to turn on the machine again. Still have the front of the study table to vacuum then wash the fans.......

*breathe in............*   Let’s GO!!!

Ahhhhhh.... 310pm— lunch break

Is it normal for my shoulders to ache sooo badly and my fingertips to be this numb??? 

In the last 2.5hrs I’ve finished sucking all the gunk from the computer table + curtains + under the bed + the tv console area and under.... PLUS washed all 4 fans PLUS bathed and dried the stinking dog....

I think if I were a battery, I’m at low batt level now.. it’s so bad I think food is not gonna help....

Still left with washing the milk bottles.. Guess I’ll leave toilet washing to another day... if not sure faint or something....

Oh man..... I need a 2.5hr massage followed by a 2hr nap!

Whoever the shithead in the next few days before the pain fade away who says that I’m lazy will be so close to getting killed...

Really need to thank God for the energy and blessing me with this health to complete so many things..

Thank you Allah!!!

self reflection

Being in this industry for 12years, it’s common for people to think we do claims (death/ critical illness etc) so often that our hearts have harden. But it still hurts so bad to be on the receiving end of that call.

Today it’s with a heavy heart to hear abt the passing of a client of the hubs. Too unfortunate & too young.. But he fought a great battle! Rest In Peace sir........

Once again reminded about the core belief of this career— to protect!

It’s not only and always abt investment returns and final surrender values..

It’s about how much you’re leaving your loved ones with, when ure no longer around to look out for them.

Similar to the black sheeps in all industries, this one has sadly seen the increase of more ‘salesman’ with the love of commission before mission.

(Of cos we’re not noble man to do this for free but just very irritated by seeing more recommendations without integrity— topic for another day)

Right, I digressed....

So yes, protection is very v impt... it should form up the base of any type of financial planning! Even before u talk about investments and savings.. because when life throws u a curve ball, comprehensive protection planning will definitely be something you won’t regret having!

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Meant to put the whole above chunk in fb... but cos I didn’t want to create any controversy or hear nonsense from others who will read my intentions wrongly, i decided to keep this here for self reflection purposes.....