Day5/20
Weeee it’s the end of day 5, technically start of day 6 cos it’s way past midnight now...
My plan was to hit the sacks as soon as the boy closes his eyes.... but my hands found its way to the iPad and one thing led to another...
After soooo many months, I indulged in a movie in the comforts of my own bed! 🙃
Also because I was multitasking by shaking the hp to clock that 12,500 steps.... bleh~ story for another day..
Anyway tonight’s movie choice of Girls Trip was really by chance because I was looking to watch Pitch Perfect 3!
Haha what meant to be a musical comedy turned out to be more of an inspirational movie instead.
Definitely something I needed after 5 tough days...
Early week was the worst because of all the uncertainty of how to clear the outstanding fyp before the CPF closing date on weds...
Adding on to the crazy cough I’m having now... the type of cough that makes my head hurt and coughing to the point of wanting to puke at times... haixx
But boy... it’s day 6 now.. the weekend...
Hubs have helped out a great deal even thgh he was on reservist... I think the real hell week is next wk.. when he has to stay-in camp from mom-weds.
Which really means I have to manage the boy all on my own! God help me please.....
Anyway the movie was a good boost of self-believe and knowing one’s own self worth.
It’s very easy to loose focus these days when you feel pulled in all directions; playing the multiple roles we hold..
Mostly I’m don’s mother. I’m also the financial consultant to many dear friends and clients. I’m also the daughter to my mother. But most importantly, I’m also Wife to my husband.
So many roles with so many different expectations. Sometimes it just gets to me cos when I do better at 1 role, I may not do as well in another.
Like if I were to give in my all in terms of time and energy to Don, i may neglect my work. And of cos vice versa.........
The choices we make daily... the struggles... it’s so real.
Ok, abrupt end. Cos for now, I should choose to go to sleep. Early morning doctor’s visit coming up....
