Fucking pissed off!!!

I AM FUCKING PISSED!!!!

Is she RETARDED OR WHAT!!!!!! Like seriously she's getting more n more on my nerves...

Frankly there were times when I got so angry that I wished she was dead (sorry God, but yes, this ungrateful rude daughter has wished that) but all those times, I caught myself right after and reversed that 'wish'..

Because death is permanent right. And deep deep down, I don't think I'm ready to lose another parent.

The freaking annoying thing is that she's like constantly trying to outdo her assholic character!

Bring her go holiday at a hotel that is $400/night, she complain this complain that.. then last day, say not bad, she likes.

Like seriously wtf! Senile or trying to act retarded! Seriously leh.... now that I write the word senile, I'm wondering if this is what it is!

Cos like why else would someone be like that,?????!

And like just now, a few mins ago..... she made me so pissed that I just gave up. Like why shld I fight with a crazy person. Will never and can never make sense..... had enough of that shouting match le.

Half of me wanna write out what happened but the other half doesn't want tt bad memory to be even written down n remembered..

But it involved the hubs and I'm so apologetic to him that he has to put up with a character like her.

Maybe it'll be 'easier' if she was outright diagnosed with mental issues... then one won't take as much offence?

Arghhh I sick n fed up alrdy la.... don't wanna type more.. just feel so bad towards hubs..

Hope he knows deep inside that she doesn't matter in our marriage. And all that anger towards her should never be brought into our marriage or vented on our child/children... easier said than done. But I hope he really tries... God help us please.... 

Happy 2nd Birthday Donovan

Dear Son,

Happy 2nd birthday!!! 🎈🎈

You made a dramatic entrance into this world 2 years ago. From then on, 15th October becomes a special day for us too!

These days, you still enjoy the attention when more eyes are on you! Your drama-mama moments are endearing yet can get quite annoying at times! 😂

I also love your immense joy for music! Your attempts at singing 🎶 are very amusing to watch! May you grow up with music being your source of energy, happiness & comfort.

You're growing so quickly my dear child!

Everyday Mummy is learning so many things about you and from you! Parenthood is definitely not easy but I must say you have made this journey quite a ride (in mostly a positive way).. Thank you for being a generally happy boy! 💖

I will never get sick of the moment when I kiss your forehead right before putting you onto your pillow (followed by a million gentle kisses all over your face as you snooze away 😘) In short I can't stop kissing you. You're the perfect huggable size now! 

[lets not go into the 'making-you-sleep' part 🙄]

May God continue to watch over you and bless you with good health. 

Do stay curious about everything around you with keen interest. Be happy & cheerful..

I really hope that as you start to understand more around you, you will lose that short-fuse temper.

Lastly may God also bless daddy & mummy with the knowledge and patience to guide you. May we strive to be the best version of ourselves so that we can grow together as a family! 💞

I will always love you Don Don! 😘

Love from,

Mummy ❤️

Post-USA Trip Update (part 1)

This post is waaaaaaaay long overdue! Meant to update right after we came back from US... but there were just so much things to do and clear up that it just wasn't possible!

So anyway stupid blogger app is having some issues. It keeps auto log out when I'm typing halfway, and IT DOESNT EVEN SAVE IT IN THE DRAFT!!! Arghhhh 😡

Ok no time for anger.. left another 15mins to finish up my coffee and come up with a half-assed entry before Don ends his OMS class which is accompanied by his papa (a very grateful mum for this short rest)

USA 🇺🇸 (26th Aug-- 6th Sept 2017)

1 word: AWESOME!!!

Like seriously everything was great! Food was to my liking (it wasn't like they only had western! So the options were 👍🏼).

Shopping! Omgoodness don't get me started on the outlet shopping experience.... the buying no, actually the carrying of the shopping was the worse part... other than that, where can u see the sign saying "50% off, take extra 25% "

Tts almost like 75% disct leh.... using the exact words I hate: DIRT CHEAP!

On hindsight, the tops of some brands like GAP, Nike, puma etc were really reflective of the price.. the t-shirts are wash a few times then loose shape kind of quality...

But soooo cheap that it doesn't really matter la... branded sleeping too! Yeah~ 😂

Ok, class ended.. need to go find my boys... to be continued........

Super love this pic!!