God help me please

Fighting very hard to stay sane

Miss you baby D

Just a normal long Monday..... The usual 5+pm headache is here again..

And I miss my baby boy... Thinking back to this morn on how we curled up together for those last few minutes before I had to get up and prepare for the day..

Mummy prays to have soooooo much money that I can just stay home and grow with you. Guide you. Love you. ❤️

Raya 2016

Today is the 1st hari raya aidlifitri that totally doesn't even feel like one!

Don't uds why I feel this way! Is it cos I'm soooo over tired that now festivities are losing it's excitement on me?

Or is it because I didn't manage to fast many days this year, so the meaning of the festival, which is after all to celebrate the end of 1 month of fasting, holds no feeling of reward...

One thing for sure is that ever since we started to put more focus and energy into celebrating cny, hari raya was celebrated on a much smaller scale.. To now, almost not even at all...

Haha, cos don2 has a green packet from mama... Tts why the word 'almost'!

Haha...