Aimless post

Ok,waiting for a video to load on youtube so decided to blog something since last entry was ages ago.

Time is really flying by huh? So quickly we're moving into the end of 2009. Very soon it'll be christmas then new year. THen it's the time when most people start coming up with resolutions that they know they won't keep.

In fact, if i had the money.. I'll open a gym right before christmas.. Do crazy promo on it. THen wait for the big bucks to roll in just after new year when everyone starts to feel lousy for stuffing themselves during the endless parties!!
It's true u know. Ask the ppl running the gyms. People tend to sign such packages right after new year and go for workout quite passionately for a week or two after tt. Then it's back to the old routine. Im glad i didnt fall for that. (at least not yet~!)

Anyway i guess i dont have any main point in entry. Just wanna say that in a looooooong time, i have not felt this feeling of peace and happiness. I feel so in tune with myself,that on most days i am sooo glad to be just alive!! Seriously. I cannot put to words how i have changed for the better ever since the talk.

I once again, thank God for the day i chanced upon Tony Robbins' seminar. I thank God for giving me the courage to go ahead for the seminar even though i went alone and i hate doing tt. I thank God for showing me someone who changed my thinking and thoughts process thus indirectly changed my life since!!

I am soo grateful for all that i have right now.
I am SO grateful...

Wake up call!

Something happened yesterday that kinda scared the shit out of me the more i thought about it.

Here's what happened..

I was driving along the expressway just below the speed limit. Then on the lane next to mine, there was this lorry that was carrying some goods at the back. The goods were packed in rectangular boxes and cling-wrapped. There was about 6-10 boxes in a stack. It was those open-top lorry so i could see that there were about 8 of such stacks in the back.

It looked innocent enough until suddenly i saw something flew off from the lorry! My mum who was in the passenger seat also saw what happened. Apparantly the top most box got detached from the stack perhaps due to the speed and flew off the lorry.. I was just beside it. What scares me is..what if i was BEHIND it!?!?!?

From the rearview mirror, i saw the box land right in the middle of the lane. I thank God that no car or motorcycle was right behind it or in the path at that point of time!!!!

Soooo freaky la!! It's almost like a wake up call! That life is soo fragile. That even though you may take the neccessary precautions on a daily basis, some shit due to another person's lack of competency or just pure bad luck can end your life!!!

I know im thinking too much into this.. But it sure did serve its purpose. I now feel even more grateful to be alive! Im sooo grateful that due to habit, i always stay on the 1st lane at that area.. Im so grateful that noone else was hurt too. Or at least to what i saw,nobody seemed to be right behind it.

Oh well.. Some say live life like it is the last day. Some say live like your life would never end. I say alternate between the two frequently and you've got yourself a pretty good game plan!