Jay madness!!

Im sooOOoooooOOO crazy over jay now! Feel like a bloody 13-yr old gigglish girl whose main purpose of life is to chase boy bands and hide behind banners when the camera focuses on them.

(no offense to them ^_* )





But i really dun understand why i got it so bad this time! Perhaps it's the stress from work so im actually enjoying all these 'possibility' thoughts im fantazising of having with him. Like perhaps getting a pix or talking to him or asking a few questions. . . . . The list is actually longer than this but im just getting toooo embarassed to talk about it cos I think a person of my age and more importantly job scope should be more into things like the raising rate of inflation, the US sub-prime issues, possible recession that US may face.. blah blah blah... (k la, to comfort the possible clients of mine who are reading this, i DO keep track of those as well la..ya ya, im boring.... )


Haiz.. dunno what else to type about. Really mad enough to consider going to the airport on sunday to 'follow' him around after that. Luckily the adult-ness of my job requires me to meet ppl on sunday therefore i cANT GO MEET HIM!!!!!! ='(

cute eh... kop-ed from someone's blog.. Jay fans of the world unite!

Post-concert blues

It's been quite awhile since i've updated...I dunno la.



Somehow after the taipei trip, it's been nothing but work work work.. Even fun times are burdened by the pressure of work.


Perhaps CNY is approaching so boss is pushing harder cos of the longer than usual break we will be given.. Or perhaps boss has gone mad! (latter is highly possible!) But whatever reason it is, im starting to feel pushed to the limits.... hmm, alright...not the limit lah. But almost there!!



Work is endless. Things keep piling up. If everything goes well, it is actually not that bad.. But when people dun cooperate or when the sales dun come in, that's when all those negative thoughts start coming in.. *hate it!*



Oh, and i now totally stand by the fact that stress can cause extreme mood swings aka PMS.



Ok la, enough of this work related shit! Guess the happiest highest point of this year so far would be ............. JAY'S CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!



(somehow cant bring myself to feel all that cheery now...this is desite the super 'high' mood i was in tt day! wooohoo~!)



Kinda depressed that didnt get to see him at a closer range.. Ended up watching the big screen most of the time to see his facial expressions or dancing. Only saw the dancers and all the effects when my friend showed me the recording of some of the songs.. Soo cool effects..

And even though it's been fully ONE week now since the concert, im still like C-R-A-Z-Y (!!!) over him!!! haizz.. even as i age, somehow still cant get rid of that childish dream of hooking up with a superstar!!! hhaha...so impossible yet somehow silently, in the dark of the night, cant help but give a little prayer that hopefully one day . . . . . .

=)


meanwhile still suffering from post-concert depressions...oh and work stress toOO!!! But the work ethics of jay is keeping me going on.. So successful yet still working on his birthday and CNY... how good am i to declare those days off! hahah... oh well..

*just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming *