Friday, July 19, 2019

Wrecked up hormones (once again)

Feeling so emo right now!


I know it’s mostly the damn hormones messing up! Almost TOTM... arghh....


But not without a basis also la.... just feeling very sian that not going forward fast enough work wise.... it’s alrdy end of July and my shortfall for this FY is like <—


Arghh the stress....


Then I really dunno how to handle with 2 kids and a quick tempered Husband.. while he’s good, I think don + rou can really get quite a handful at times.... so I don’t really wanna let him handle both at the same time though he says that he can....

(But at the expense of me having to face a grouchy old man, or at don being scolded more than necessary)


I’m mostly tired... he’s always tired....


How u tell me how.......


The weird dream keeps replaying in my head.. the one I had of granny posing me a question of how can I get better sales when I’m with the kids most of the time 😅


Was hoping to dream of daddy yet she case to me with this very timely question..


Anyway the other day I read about some CEO who says he don’t work between the hours of 5-9pm so that he can be ‘present’ with the kids... but as a result he has to make up for the lost time by waking up real early. Think he said 5am....


Hmmm for now, let me see how I can make up for lost time by putting in a few hours after rou goes to bed at night...


Haizzz what a Friday night....


I suddenly miss my carefree days...... fridays used to feel so different.


Arghhhh bloody hormones la....