Crossed the line

Arghhh!!!! 😡😡😡😡

U crossed the lines sooooo many times this morning!

Don’t mess with me especially when I’m so lacked of proper sleep and hearing tasha cry one more time makes me wanna pull my hair out!

I usually just ren your bad mood and attitude but just once in awhile or at least for this period of time, can’t u just watch your attitude towards me?!??!

If you don’t praise my sacrifices and effort daily or often then don’t crash it daily!

Cos I’m already doing the fucking best I can!

U try la! Wake up every few hours through the night seeing your elder kid n Husband sleeping away. Yet both of them can wake up acting and saying they’re more tired than you! 🙄

U try functioning on a short fuse, plus pain at your wound, plus feeling so damn hot all the fucking time, plus your body going through all these changes, plus.... aiyah forget it....

U won’t understand and you won’t....... I wanted to say u wont care.

But I know u do. So I won’t say that in anger.

I just wish you would make a little more effort to be more understanding and less harsh with your words.. 

U speak so strongly about how our boss don’t bother to take the time to speak to GT to understand his circumstances....

But have u taken the time to speak to me about deeper stuff.. to hear how my day went for once? About how shitty I feel about not measuring up at work? Do u know that I’m even feeling this way?

Your last sentence to me before u left for work “I don’t know what time I will come home. I need to work. I have to stay outside.”

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I foresee many more silent wars and quarrels in the coming few weeks esp once Aunty goes home....

God help us please.... let us combine and conquer! Us uniting in tiredness against the kids and not breaking down because of them....

God help us..... Ameen..