Pain everywhere

Today I feel weak!

I’ve been having a bad headache since ytd night that doesn’t go away!

As the little girl nurses right now, all I want to do is go untie the massage wrap... then take 2 Panadol and hide in the room and sleep everything off!

I don’t want to feed her... I don’t want to watch don later when he gets home... i don’t even want to eat dinner.

All I want is the headache to go away and to stop perspiring all the God damn time! And also for the pain I’m suddenly experiencing at the wound to go away...

I wish I can tell wp to not go for his night appt so that he can help watch the boy but I know I shldnt cos it’s money... 

Why am I so weak?!?!! 

Now still got nanny to help with girl....... I don’t think I’m strong enough...........