GD sucks!

This whole GD diet control + insulin thing is making me soooooo depressed..

The fact that I’m on insulin was upsetting enough. But the problem is that since fri which is when I first started taking the insulin, till today, wed, the post meals readings are not even within the ‘approved’ range!

Not even ONCE!

That’s also after increasing the dosage ytd!

Haizz... i can’t describe the feeling of seeing the post meal readings the last few times! Like how come increase dosage but result is the same as if didn’t increase?!?!!!

Eating similar food somemore!

Disappointment. Frustration. Worry. Anger. Stress. More worry. Giddiness. Lethargy. Self-pity. Regret. 

Maybe these are some of the words I’ll use...

Really feel a need for a good bear hug and a cry........

baby girl, please be alright ok... stop absorbing all of mummy’s sweet sweet blood.. mummy is sorry for not doing this better.. I’m sorry. Really really sorry.....