Prayer to clear FY2018 + nesting woes

I think I’m in the nesting phase now! Hahah..

Have this strong urge and big plans to clear this n that but I know it’s not something I can complete within hours.

Plus these few weeks should be more packed with appts cos still left with ard a shortfall of $6000!!! 😰😰😰

Really really panicking man! Cos don’t want to do shitty stuff to clear up for this FY!

I really need God to bless me with determination and plenty of good luck and opportunities within the next 2 weeks! Though I’m really praying to complete it within the coming week!!

Can’t stand the thought of having to still worry about target and all during the festivities!

Super sian that they changed the FY to end in Dec.. was good previously when it ended in nov. so Dec can prep for calendars stuff n Xmas presents..

Oh well, just have to figure out how to adjust..

So back to nesting issues.. I can’t wait to clear the shortfall then can have some time before jan starts to clear and clean up the house abit..

At least do it before tummy gets too big n heavy to do stuff.. as it is, it’s already bigger than expected now! Experiencing so much pain these days too... 

Got interrupted and lost train of thought.. basically dear God, please help me clear the balance $6000 by 15th December.... 

My weak self have even ‘explored’ the idea of just missing Gold this year... but kenna ‘scolded’ by the hubs and of cos I agree with him...

So so mentally weak.. God once again, help me please! Ameen... 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼