I miss you buddy!!

Friendships tend to mean alot to me.
Esp so for friendship with closer friends. (aka buddies).

And as usual when something unpleasant happens between me and any one of my buddy, it sometimes just makes me feel sooo lousy for a period of time.

I mean how can u know someone for like sooo long, and then just because of the appearance of a guy, everything changes.

You know, I really am impressed by girls who can juggle time spent with their bf without affecting anything with their girlfriends.

It's not as easy as it sounds. Maybe tts why it's not really uncommon to sort of 'lose closeness' to one's group of friends who might contain various singles.

Haizz...

As general as i wanna keep this post (for personal reasons) , i still cant believe some of the changes i see in her. It really seem as if i dont know her anymore. And we used to be sooooo close! What happened?!?!

Im not jealous. No. Im not...At first I thought i was. Maybe also a little not used to her having a bf. But slowly i saw changes in the way she acts and talks. And honestly, i dun think i really like some of those changes. But someone once told me tt people and the world around us are constantly changing. And part of the Test of Life is to see how we handle those changes.

So maybe i will have to learn to re-embrace this new old buddy of mine.
So what if she becomes sooo relient on her bf to send her everywhere?
So what if she suddenly becomes a regular taxi-taker because of tt?
So what if she doesnt call me as often as as she used to?
So what if we don't laugh as much as we used to before?
So what if im really really starting to miss her......



#post-note : crappygang, this post does not refer to ANY of you!! So dun come asking me who is it. It's none of u guys. :) You guys are my rays of sunshine in this rain.