IM GOING BACK!!!!!

I got a call this afternoon. And i have mixed feelings over it.

Band needed an extra pair of hands and therefore, IM GOING BACK FOR PRACTICES!!! wooohooo~!!!

Yea, tts how i really feel inside. After all i did wanna perform for Rondeau XX...initially.

I mean i still do now la (~abit~)..at least this way i DON'T have to PAY for the tickets!!
-grinz-

Come to think of it, it'll be like a second chance considering how my last concert was a flop all thanks to me being sick!

But somehow im just not feeling as happy as i thought i would be.

Maybe it has nothing to do with me going back. Maybe it's not even about band.

Maybe im feeling this way because just this morning (before the call), my actions were mistaken by someone very close. I hate being mistaken.

Sometimes when u do good for someone, esp for family members..they just dun seem appreciative of it. Or when u try to help someone to be a better person (like pointing out their mistake,kindly if i may add),tt person turns ard and bites u back!

Just like tt stuff people say.. " It's not easy being the good guy."

hmmm...have u ever wondered who does the 'people' refer to anyway? Bcos the 'people' sure seem to say a lot of stuff!

ah watever..im just feeling so bleh right now. It's like the only happiness bubble i get after a monotonous period of life so far has been burst.

Anyway cant wait to see u guys (u know who u are) on monday!! Maybe i'll be a happier person then.........................