Thursday, March 25, 2004

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ehh,the music sounds weird..sounds like pirated one hor~haha..i feel shitty!!almost went into depression mood i tink!was feeling really horrible yesterdae. felt tired. tired of things happening around me..caused by family, friends, sch work..arghh!!!felt like i had no control over the things happening ard me..for a moment yesterdae,i felt as if i didnt have the strength to move on anymore...was a sucky feeling!!but thank GOD i have great supportive friends ard me..somehow, i tink im much better den yesterdae..but still trying to get out of tt 'lost' feeling..hope this is jus a phrase im going through..i know it is..jus a matter of time b4 it'll be over.. : )
*1 year...it's been 1 year!!wow,cant imagine time passed soooo fast!!i still wonder how is it tt after 1 year, u have not failed to make me weak at the sight of u..yr smile still looks as good as it did a year ago..i have tried to let go, but i guess i jus didnt try hard enough..i myself dun know y im sooo into u after all the hurt tt u have caused me.i dun know..this song sorts of say how im feeling now...*