20th January 2020

Less than 17hrs to go before the arrival of baby A!!

Experiencing a whole roller coaster of emotions..

Thank Goodness that most of the things are finally in place! I just need to tidy up the hospital bag...

Biggest worry is now towards Don n Rou! Last min mil has to go for a checkup so both kids are left with their Gugu for a good 2hrs... and not in Hougang but at mil’s sis place which the kids are unfamiliar with.

Haizz not something that I can control... so can just pray for the best! 🤞🏼

Hope rou wakes up from the right side of bed tmr then it’s half the battle won! 😂

But of cos there’s the whole other spectrum of anxiety when it comes to the thought of the surgery and post surgery!

Right from the part of the epidural which sucks like mad! Then the torture of post surgery pain + the first few times of standing up! 😣

Haizz of cos the bleeding and overall discomfort for the weeks that follow...

Baby in the womb also suffering, come out also just another type of suffering...

Anyway the 重点 of this post is not for this... I had the intention to write a note for everyone but didn’t have the chance till now....

So here goes!

Due to a whole lot of issues (ie Rou being an ass and crying so much when it was time to sleep, I was couldn’t type finish the note)

Will continue once baby is here...