Ranting about a Toxic Person

Sometimes if don’t rant, I think will go crazy.

So instead of airing it on my main social media page, I think this will be as ‘private’ as it can get..

Because this lazy ass has lost the habit of keeping a physical diary.. and though this is still very much on the World Wide Web for all to see, I don’t think anyone really reads this! 🤣

So rant away I must!!!

• has a million cups already lying around, still needs to store water in the main kettle that we use to boil water (and not that the kettle actually keeps it warm OR that she reboils the water after a few hours)
• Cooks for ONE but can spend hoursssssss in the kitchen... and then have enough quantity to keep for daysss! (This should qualify as 2 points.. but let’s keep it as one for kindness sake)
• Makes a huge mess with stains on the table tops every time she cooks curry! And it FUCKING STAINS the table! There is no fucking way to remove the stain without destroying the colour of the table top even more!
• Leaves the kitchen floor oily and yet doesn’t even think it is..
• Occupies the fridge with a million small containers and what nots but complains about the few items that I actually have in the fridge (and it’s just HER & a dog who honestly doesn’t appreciate the over-dunno-how-many-nights old food!)

This is just for the kitchen! I haven even started on other matters in the house....

Yes, I give her the benefit of old age that she can’t see well already so can’t keep the kitchen clean or wipe away the coffee stains that she leaves on the KETTLE or table tops etc.. or that her feet calluses are so thick that she can’t feel the oiliness of the floor..

But she will fucking ARGUE that what you said is not true when you point it out to her!!!!

Doesn’t matter the tone of voice I use when I point it out!

I can say it nicely and still she will actually get offended by it!

Recently I was watching a drama and it mentioned how a parent will be willingly to do everything in his means for his child. 

But it is difficult for the child to give his best for his parent. 

[Though it was said in a medical context about how a parent will be willing to spend however much it takes to save a child’s life, but if the situation flips, the child may decide that xxx amount may be too much for him to manage and so his parent may not actually get that standard of medical care needed.

And we do see it.. like how parents are willing to pay more for the medical plan of a child but children as the payor usually downgrade the plan for their parents till the lowest when it gets tight]

So while she may have been tolerant to whatever nonsense I gave her as a child back then (which I don’t think I did cos I’m such a great kid 😇), I think I have hit beyond my max to her nonsense.

Haizz u know what, I have suddenly lost all interest to carry on typing on this for now.

All I can promise myself is that in this last trimester of this pregnancy, I MUST NOT LOSE MY COOL.

I must not bother to have a shouting match with her!

It is totally not worth the risk and I already know better what the final outcome will be.

So NO. MUST NOT AND WILL NOT LOSE MY COOL!!!!