Visit to the endocrinologist

thoughts at 5am:

Going to see the endocrinologist later at 10am.. don’t know why I’m feeling apprehensive about it.

It’s been a good few weeks of keeping the sugar levels under control with the insulin jabs.. even though some days are bad due to lousy food choices.

But the last few days were bad!

Lousy food choices + the dose of 8units sometimes didn’t cut it down like how it did previously.

Anyway I’m just not in a good mental space right now. So decided to skip the 5am jab and wait till morning to see how.

Jab at 5am, wake up also still around same level... then jab for what... haizz.. dun understand why it’s like that

Jabs are also feeling more painful and I hate it. I’m dread every single jab time.....

Post-endocrinologist visit Thoughts:

It’s 1 day after the specialist visit..

To be honest, the consultation went better than expected.

He was comforting and actually managed to put me at ease. Or rather feel encouraged about this whole GD situation.

But now 1 day after doing the 1st jab last night, I’m jaded..

The whole day’s readings have been bad.. meaning the past 24hrs reading.

What would have usually given a not so bad post meal reading has been off the charts!

Getting all 9s and even 10s!

Ya la, food choice wasn’t the perfect today but also not so bad to get it so high.

Haizzz all these lousy readings plus a crazy sinus nose is getting me very very upset and demoralised.

Ohh all that PLUS a Super suuuuuper painful back! So painful that I can barely stand and every step hurts!

Dear God, please let me wake up to a better day!

Take away all my pain and worries! Let my sugar levels be more controlled from now on...

Please please please......