Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Unemployed citizen of Spore

I guess this is it.

I guess i have reached the end.



You know, funny thing is that.. yesterday(the actual day of the final external presentation) night i was actually feeling like the most relaxed girl on earth!! I did..i was soooo happy and pleased with everything (despite the fact tt i made a complete idiot of myself during the presentation.. X_x )..


But now..sitting here in my room...i dunno why.. But im suddenly just overcome by sadness!

Well, perhaps it wasnt just SUdDEnLY..i guess it sort of built up through the day.

Today, I actually decided to stay home (on my first day of Freedom!) Instead of going out with the gang, i opted to stay home to nurse my hurting feet (all because of those stupid formal shoes!!) and also to finally clear up my table.

I couldnt withstand the mess on it anymore anyway. Boy, cant believe the junk/mess i built up over the months. Unfortunately, im barely done with clearing up. (Yups...tts how bad it is) hahahh... Books..files...notes...

This clean-up was a long-awaited one. I have been waiting for everything to end before putting away all the stuff and so as to finally have at least a decent table to write on. But clearing wasnt tt easy.

With each paper on the table..there was a memory attached.

I don't know why..But maybe knowing that this IS the end got me a little emotional. As notes and books were being stacked away, snipets of 'happy moments' flashed through my mind. Alright la..maybe exagerrating a little bit..But seeing certain notes brought back memories which happened during those lessons..

It's almost cruel the way how random strangers were forced to be friends..all dumped into the same class..yet only to be split up when friendship is finally built. Despite the promises of 'staying in touch' or 'meet up soon', things will never be the same.

But then again, NOTHING remains the same right? well, let that be FAct of LifE #2~

The bunch of people i met over the last 3 years have been a great bunch! Things change..people change..Knowing u guys have definitely changed me somewhat or another. And maybe for that, im grateful.







*sighs*


Alright then..this is it... This is one damn good chapter of my life that i hate to close.
But life goes on right....Just keep swimming..Just keep swimming..Just keep swimming... :)