Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Stronger than yesterday

i used to think that ive become stronger..mentally i mean..now i realised that im still quite weak.. yah,in some expects i did grow stronger. i dun break down as easily as i used to when i was still in primary n secondary sch..i believe wat i went through den sort of made me stronger.. but i still feel there's a lot of work to be done in controlling my attitude when the goings get tough..somehow, my family still cant understand that when im stressed, i prefer to be alone and will tend to be veryyyyy quiet.. this time of the semester is the worst sooo far in the whole of poly.. mayb this is how i feel at the moment. somemore with the additional pressure from the shifting house thingy + projects(way too many in my opinion)= super packed weeks!! sometimes i wonder y m i even going through such shit...i know if i dun tink too much and jus piang all the way..mayb i'll jus survive through this semester without going mental..i know i will somehow get pass this stage la..n how i go through this will jus show how strong i m..but i jus wanna say sorrie if somehow, along this stressful period, i offend any of u guys..sorrie..i dun mean it.. im jus tooo packed to the brim.. sorrie.