Surprise surprise

Really wonder why is the weather soooooooo bloody hot these days!Esp the past 1 week.. Was pespiring like mad just now while playing game at the void deck.. Not even a slight gust of wind loh~ argh..

Anyway found out about something ytd which got me quite uncomfortable.. I know it's not right or nice to say it this way..It's not as if im swatting away admirers like flies. So i shld feel honored that he's blind enough to feel so.. But 有时候feeling不在,就是不在啊...

Funny thing is that i dun even communicate much with him in the first place. So im not really sure, how it got to this. Hahah...I seriously hope he doesnt say anything. My gut feel is telling me something i dun really want to feel right now..ahhh...

I think i know too well the joy and also pain that 暗恋ing a person can create. So while im seriously puzzled by what he sees in me, i aso dun wanna be the asshole that hurts him.

Let's just hope nothing happens.. He gets real busy with work n forget all these nonsense..
I sometimes feel like murdering my cupid angel (if there is one la) u know! Shooting arrows at all these people who i dun even fancy but not even one at the kind i like! Why! U blind or what... Need to send u for re-course arh Cupid..

Postnote

mmmm..oh noo! Something just came to mind.. Do you feel the same way abt me too?!?! As in what im feeling towards him now? Like im putting u in the same position as the one im dreading.. oh shit..