Fan ahHHH!!!!

hAIZZ...

So near yet sooooo far again!!! Arghh... Seriously, why am i always in such a position??? Be it previously in studies or now in work.. Cursed or just not consistent?!? Must be a mixture of both!

Bleh~ Feeling sooo lousy now! If i dun clear this time, really dunno where to put my face. I want to prove those idiots wrong! I want them to eat their words. Fan ah!!!

If she clears and i dun,think i'll be in major hot soup man! They're gonna look down on me more man! ahhHHHHHHHH....

I just wanna get AWAY!!!! The month of May never used to be this stressful! Then again, back then May was THE month of exams... aiyoh,sooo fan so fan...


=s