What a bleh~

Watching my sister study for her upcoming exams reminds me of how i used to suffer during exam period.
-the back pains from sitting too long
-the lack-of-life feeling from doing nothing else but studying
-the constant need to do anything else but study e.g. SLEEP! walk ard..clear my room....

Ai yah, kinda glad that it is not part of my lifestyle anymore (at least not for now).














ehhh...i dunno what to type anymore la~

i think deep down inside, im feeling a damn mixed of emotions.

Partly i envy joyce and eliza cos they're gonna start school on monday.(oh, and monica too..) A bit of me also wanna study again (like ard 30%).

Then there's the other bit of me (the lazy part) who feels that life is great as it is now. Not needing to study..no tests..no projects..no tiring and boring lectures..no NOTHING!

THat's the part which makes me wanna go back study.

There's like nothing to do these days.

Noo, dun get me wrong. I dun rot at home all day. Im working part-time.
And during my free-days, i'll clean up the house(cos mum now old so must help out..good girl hor~), read the theory book for my FTT, read story book,watch tv, go driving lessons, go out with friends,play with my fat mousey..

(mmm..what was i trying to say?)

ooo, yah..

i think what im saying is that im just feeling kinda stagnant.
There's nothing much to really look foward to.
Ya lar, there's always the occasional party or outing i cant wait to get to but other than that,nothing.

Or maybe im just too used to studying life. After all ive been studying for the past 1,2,3......15years (hehe..i included k1,k2 aso). That's like more than HALF MY LIFE!!!

Haizz...anyway, i dunno what's my aim in typing this entry. Just bored. Waiting for jo to send me her CV.


k la, before i end wanna wish Eliza, Joyce and Monica all the best in their next phase of life! Jia you k.. No matter how tough things get, keep going!! Esp mon, take care ya. Now weather there very cold right? Wear thicker clothes k.
To eliza, hope everything goes well with u and yr roommateS..hehe.. study hard hor.
Joyce, study hard aso k..Then will be a good good teacher when u graduate. Enjoy yr travelling journey to sch aso! heheh..


stupid rain..making me feel even more lousy inside..no mood to go out later already laR!!!