Personal time

It was a full night of baby duty... The 3hr-ly feeds.. The fuss in between then the washing of bottles and sterilising it..

Then there also the time taken to pump...

So now at 10.25am, I feel as if I'm hit by a truck... Actually to be honest it's not tt bad.. I think a 2-hr undisturbed nap shld fix this...

But it's just that I think baby has a lot of wind in his tummy.. N tt is making him soooo miserable..

Goodness, imagine when constipation happens.. At this point, I rather it be a IF nt when..

So now this boy is in a tummy down koala bear position.. Hopefully this will ease the discomfort..

 Wonder if there are other methods to ease stomach wind discomfort? Besides ru yi oil, rid wind, massaging his tummy n now placing him on his tummy..

I even did the leg rotation thing n accu point on the feet massage too..

All works cos he's been farting.. LOTSSS!! But his tummy still feels bloated..

5pm: The hubs is preparing to leave for his vball game now.. I mean I know we agreed that we all shld have tha rights to some personal time here n there......

But somehow at this point, seeing him get ready to leave...My heart abit not balanced..

I dunno why la... Wanna blame it on pms or hormones.. But even that I also dunno what's the new cycle dates now..

Maybe it's because baby is v fussy these few days.. So kinda hoping he'll be ard to go thrgh this together..

Haiz... Maybe lack of slp? Maybe i just want more attention from him on me?

Definitely not a fair time to say such a statement, but it sure feels that we're nt spending much quality time together..

Either party is usually feeling exhausted.. So nt much else is said except the stuff that is needed..

I know he is helping ALOT alrdy.. It'll be just selfish of me to say i expect more.. But...

Sigh.. Don't say le.. This is just a temp stage... Cashy will recover and stop being so sticky! Baby's stomach wind will all be farted out! Wp n I will cease to feel sleepy or tired ever again!

We'll get thrgh this!  •fighting•