Arghhh so angry!!!!

The dog has been having diarrhoea off and on the past few days.. Or shall i say nights!

N weirdly it usually starts ard 4-5+am.... If her stomach works like a human, it means tt what she ate for dinner probably didn't settle well..

While I know it's really unfair to totally blame mama for this, but I can't help but to feel that she is part of the cause of cashy having LS now!!!

And it's sooooo frustrating! Told her to hold off cashy's treats, she still gave!

God knows whether she decided to ignore my instructions to stop feeding cashy those mouldy carrots!!!

For goodness sake! The fucking carrots were mouldy on the outside alrdy... U know what she still can say "scrape off the outside can alrdy... Inside still can eat"

OMG!! So fucking pissed off now just recalling that... And she actually got the cheek to be angry with me over tt issue!

I wanted to say it's so fucking annoying but somehow I think it has gone waaaaaaay past the stage of only being annoyed!

U try la... Seeing ur dog waking up every 1-2hrs.. Then ls-ing away... Even if all tt waking up doesn't make me tired, see also still pity the poor furball! 

Imagine the stress of trying to quickly clear the figure for mdc, then the knowledge that baby will be here soon too... Add on all the little stuff here n there that needs to be done BEFORE baby arrives..

Now still need to add on the worry n stress on cashy's health...

Like u fucking stay at home.. And yr job is to take care of the house and this dog... Fuck, the house doesn't even need to be sparkling clean...

But can't u just feed the dog properly... Even that is an issue... How to even dare to trust u with helping me feed baby next time!

Arrrrrhgggghhhhhhh..........

God please bless me... I'm soo tired nw that I hope I don't get into any accidents ltr on the road!! 🙏🏻